No one can see this
No one can feel this
No one understands
No one and not this body

But it has see it all
Tears
Emotions
Anger
Sadness
Most of all pain

Is it Pain....pain but
Not physical pain
Not emotional pain
Though it is so painful as i feel it

Skin
Veins
Blood
Gone all gone
they are all dead and buried

Inner being is visited but with emptiness
Time with you adds no pleasure
No memory to re-live by thought
Touches from you are not felt

Day night i long for the days when all lives
I didn't get time to say my good bye
I could have...
I could have asked then when will you return

There was no time for me and you
There was no time for me and you when you departed
I can not recall the last of you
All i could pick up was you no longer existed in me

Only in the head i live
But that is not enough because
Because the head recalls
no caressing
no butterflies
no assurance of embrace

Day night i live
emptiness is ruling within me