Dear God, why create me this way??, Another Being for the world to sway.
God do you even listen when I pray??, Lend me your ear I’m in disarray
Lend me your hand my soul breaks away.
Lord, I’m tired of pretending to be okay, weakened by every obstacle you throw my way
My heart hurts it’s on the verge of decay
This life you’ve forced on me and I’ve fallen prey, victim from the very first light of the day
Sad and sorry I have to say, anything I owe I’d be happy to pay
But I’d rather be far away, than live in this world for another day.

i love the way your eyes look inside me
like they can actually see me

i haven't felt like i exist in other peoples world but my own
it is like the universe sent me you
so i can remember what it feels like to live

He sat away from every one, he talked to no one
Not saying he was, but he seemed lonely
Not saying he was, but he seemed sad
Out of empathy I went towards him
Because I cared I talked to him
I smiled and I shared the joy he so much seemed to lack
Each time we talked, I smiled. He inquired and I answered
His interests, his dreams
Everything I could understand and everything I couldn’t
I accepted and in return I smiled
I smiled and I shared the beauty of life.

I have known you for a while now
Unable to tell you what I think, to reveal my feelings
Witnessed our relation become awkward and our conversations turn to greetings
Unable to reach to you with me words, unable to understand those said to me
we talked through writings, I tried to talk and share more
but we were never close enough for me to share all that I stored
Random chitchat and deep feelings, but I have found a way
To write down these thoughts and emotions in a way that pleases the soul
I am still unable for fully comprehend all you try to convey
But let this once the beauty of my words bewitch that heart, I have so long wished to know