Sudhanshu Shardul

Jul 2020

Sheila Stafford

Lost

I feel so numb
or have I been dumb
not to see this coming

My life now in bits
through someone’s
own ticks
or tricks

I still feel A mess
It’s all in my head
But the lies
Still remain
What did he gain

I just can not
Remain
I’m so lost
In pain

Jul 2020

Daniel

thank you.

I have never thanked you,
for the conversations.

I have never thanked you,
for the smile.

I have never thanked you,
for asking me how i'm really doing.

I have never thanked you,
for staying alive.

Thank you,
thank you.

Sudhanshu Shardul Jul 2020

पूर्ण जीवन

मैं गड़गड़ाहट देखता हूं पहली बार मेरे पीछे छिपी आँखें में एक पूर्णजीवन यात्रा की तरह छोटे साल से। मैं सो नहीं सकता इसलिए- मैं लेटा हूं और मुझे इंतजार है, या सपना गैर-पारंपरिक अर्थों में। यह जुलाई का तीसरा दिन है लेकिन जॉन प्राइन के विपरीत मेरा अनुमान है कि आने वाला कल में मैं आकाश के ताबूतों में हूँ!

Jul 2020

Tribhu

End of Emotions

I've been on the verge of falling in love with you,
Yes, I wanted to surrender my soul and its hue.
Yet I ceased my emotions and break through,
Because I know this time
Oh! This time you would break my heart that's been falling for you!

#sad #onesidedlove #heartbreak #separation

Jul 2020

fux

Like it matters

I was little bit happy,
Little bit sad,
Cuz in the end,
You will break my heart,
Still it will be wonderful,
Good times, bad times,
You can never choose,
In the end it doesn't matter,
Nothing matters really,
So take everything you got,
Cuz nothin' better is coming,
You will die like the rest of us,
Resting in our coffins.

10. June 2017

#deppresion