I proud too say I'm clean today
That should f###king please ya
I proud too say I got out of bed today
That should cause you a sence of relief
As your kids I've taken too school
That should F###king please ya
Oh partner of mine so strong  and fine so perfectly devine . No floors I can find.
That should f###king please ya .

I cleaned my house today like everyday
That should f###king please  ya
I played with the kids i read them story's
I acted a fool we played barbie ball
And Princess's rule. ,
But yet I can never please ya
So now I've decided to leave ya
That will f###ing please ya . Lol lol x
PS.
Love miss not perfick
I hope you f###king find  her.

Most days I find it hard to look in the mirror.
St times, I convince myself that no one would miss me if I were gone.
My scars tell stories that I wish I could keep to myself
I cry for no reason, and I have trouble figuring out the way i'm supposed to function, when my mind is such a scary place.
But-
I got out of bed this morning, and that's a start to getting better.
:)

"And if you are like me you love deeply. You do not give a **** about your own self, because all that matters is if they are okay. "

What would your 7 year old self say if
she saw you politely refusing your
favorite flavor of ice-cream
( Mint-chocolate chip goes best with
warm summer nights)
What would she think if she knew you drank
coffee black?
(You used to tell your mother that
it tasted like gasoline)
You skipped breakfast
(Your dad made pancakes every
Sunday morning)
Ran until your lungs couldn't
take oxygen fast enough
(No one is chasing you anymore)
Counting ever calorie
(You never liked math)
What would she say if she saw you hating yourself?

Because its 2am
                                
                                                and im sitting in my bedroom alone

    thinking of ways to **** myself
                  thinking of reasons to hate myself  

                                                                  while you're sleeping



because I told you I was fine.