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I cannot remember a time that was right
in my mind the memories oh so contrite
sited in a orthographic piece off the frontal lobe of my brain
my sadness and happiness turn to shame

I can safely say that in time
the songbirds bring serenity to the depths of the mind
quivering at the sounds of love and remorse
tonight I ride out on a black horse

croaked to a place rendered by hell
consumed only by the wrath of Satan's spell
the words to be known found near and far
can only become a back-draft from a gloomy spar

I'm but one man found all alone at night
deemed to his computer as he writes
with a cold smile found on his face
writing sad words to which he writes at his own pace

I'm a being battling a depression
found within the confounds of nothing but surreal suspension
can only repress nothing but the deepest confessions
of the past he once lived out in repression

The darkness repeats as time goes on
living his days out alone can only bring him so far
as his love is sleeping with another
he lies alone in a cold drunk stupor

In time which will bring another
into his life for a nice midnight slumber
but until the day that seems so far to come
he will right his poetry on the computer to which he loves...
a poem of love and depression
On an Erie night high in the lands
there was an old homeless man who scoured for cans,
thrown out by the rich, sought out by the poor
for one mans trash could be another mans gold.

Food brought out by the wicked as they crept out of bed
only to throw their food down on the streets of Balarstead
where the old man once a young boy had grew
as his society failed to teach him while he was still new

Needless to say while he lie on the streets
waiting for townsfolk to throw food at his feet
enraged by jealousy he knocks and crys out on one mans door
whom he said he wouldnt be willing to help out the poor.

Crying on a stepstone that cold winter night
the old man waited for time to creep out of sight,
another night he'd grow hungry again
until the first mans neighbor took out his trash again.

The olden man went to reclaim his feast
as one mans trash became his golden ticket, the only one he could reach
It seemed that the old man was in a town he once called home
now to find the one mans trash is what he wants the most.

He fights to survive every night
as the snowy mountain town blinds his sight
he builds a fire made of one mans trash
so that he may wake up to make a new day last.

One day the man grew tired of eating all the townspeople's trash
because in the end the satisfying putrid taste would never last
so in the middle of the cold snowy night he fled
and he escaped the town of ol' Balarstead

He wanted more to feed his desires
so once again one mans trash conspires
and in the concrete jungle the old man could feel more at pace
as there was food strung all throughout the place.

As usual the man had always sifted through townspeople's garbage
in hopes to find something quite scrumptious
but on this night the man had found something new
something only in his dreams did he ever knew

on this cold winter night as the townspeople lay in bed
he sifted through the trash cans of Calimastev
where when he opened the trash bags near the rich local homes
to find many finely cut diamonds made from that perfect stone
it seemed that the old man had finally struck a massive treasure
so in the back of his mind he will always remember
that in one mans trash may be another mans treasure.
I wrote this poem out of inspiration from our towns only visible homeless man and recreated what he really wishes what would happen. I wish the best for him as he really is a good man.
Is it a curse?
Or is it for the worst?
Bursting out of the seams
of which the demons derive from me.....

Thee of which I cannot name
forever shames me that I have pained
plain as day, did I pray
for all of my demons to simply go away....

gluttony and guilt filled my chalice
pilfering me to take the golden malice
and though my parlous led me to life
my demons stick true to my fiendish delight

Might you say I was one in the few
who overthrew a king
yet still, I was out-ruled
How cruel of me, Im sorry to say
did my actions beseech thine overlay

Ah of course, mellow I was as I rode your stolen horse
into the fight of a thousand years war
did you hollow out a mighty boor
more cannon fodder to cover your floor

but of course you shielded your eyes
from the ****** fires lit through the night sky
because of your wrath that you have placed
your demons shall follow all throughout your place.
follow your dreams dont be a demon
On my careless journey
Jolted by my cars ride
400 miles, my engine drove by

The city sky's match the lively lights
Of which burn into my sight
Did evermore grow from cement
Did the burning lights be fluorescent

Stranded by 1000 miles high
As all the skyscrapers scratch at the sky
Did my look bellow with awe
Astounded looks light my face
From the city that had some disgrace

******, robbery, loitery all alike
To match thine city's golden sight
Cigarettes and cigars emmit perfume

As the sound of the matching band plays a tune,
And the flambonies blow out their flame,
Street cars match the golden flame
Blamed by the sound of the city lights
Did my ever growing desire for thy fire burn delight........

Yes it was I who burned that city light
To light the way from destructed sight
To whom I call upon to yield
For my friends and family to my fields
Made of concrete and steel
The jungle burned my city light
I miss my home so while I'm visiting I wish to express my desire for my original home
Fourteen stories high, waves wallow over thy boat
Did the high seas command captains regaurd to float
Wicked waves that reach high to the upper deck
The water waves high, my body now wet
This cruise I attend reprimands me from dull moment
From the momentum of the high seas I float
Graciously I watch from the guard rail
As the islands pass me by
Belittled I felt from the massive seas
On the high seas I float
Island to island, port to port
Tortugan *** the sweet taste
That goes right down my throat
Throttled by the wind whipping me left to right
Like they say on ships, "we'll stay drunk tonight"
The sober stay sober yet they sway like us drunks
From those waves they whiplash, the splash so rough
The ten foot seas which hold my dreams
Forever on these high seas I float
Do you quell your own questions
To rebel against what you thought was your own hell?
Bells ring and yet you sing what brings you peace
Pester yourself to your own undermine but I am me...

I've given up that strut,
I've found my own lust
Trust me when I say seldom speaks
Because, well,  I am me.....

I'm a rainbow
Not just a majority minority
Don't thwart my cause for I'll only retort your course
Have not a care in the world of what you think...
I am me

My spirit unbroken to your discontent
For I know that you are but a hater in my world
Wicked you are, so make fun not of those scars
Because I am me :)
Well I've done many bad and many a good
I've seen the kingsmen stand around the throne
Thrown to his feet at my own retreat
Did King James do just for the Kings James sake
Fate brought me here for I spared the rod
Frankly I cared less than to let his dead body rot
But the smell of his corpse corroded my nose
Neglected his body it sat for weeks
So King James had called me to him so I may speak..
Told him a lie, a Lier I may be
But that only allowed him to use his Regal Authority

Now it looks like I'm on the regal run
Yes it seems I've deemed myself wrong
Gone from England, now under the gun
For I am on the "Regal Run"
Running from the law
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