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Tins Nox Dec 2011
I am the song you hear on the radio
That you turn up and sing along with
I am sun that shines down on you
Warming your skin and lighting your day
I am the kind words that touch your soul
That make your day all the more worth it
I am the warmth that fills your heart
Every time your love starts to speak

                 But somewhere deep down I am always red
                 Somewhere deep down I am always wound
                 Somewhere, I burn and I need to release
                 The tension I build but always resist

I am the pain that you feel
When you cut your hand or burn a finger
I am the tears that fall from your eyes
Every time someone makes you sad
I am the hate you carelessly toss
At those who anger you in simple ways
I am the jealousy that torments your mind
And the knowledge you will never have it

                But somewhere deep down I am always red
                Somewhere deep down I am always wound
                Somewhere, I burn and I need to release
                The tension I build but always resist

I can be your pain and I can be your comfort
I can be your love and your hate
I will show you both sides to every story
With every wrong, there is a right

                But deep down I am red
                Deep down I am wound
                Deep down I burn and need to release
                The tension that’s building that I learn to resist
Tins Nox Dec 2011
Though the tears are not falling,
The pain is still calling,
And reaching out, begging for me.

Though I will carry on,
Pretend nothing's wrong,
I'm hiding it all underneath.

My smile is clear,
But my mind isn't here,
My heart is unraveling.

The meaning has vanished,
My mind's in a panic,
I know what is happening.

I want to pretend,
Live it out to the end,
But it just isn't working.

I see what I've done,
What I have become,
And all I want is your sympathy.

But now it's too late,
Today is the day,
I will end my suffering.
Tins Nox Dec 2011
She is a Flower.
Not as pretty or as loved
As the fairytale Rose.
Nor as ugly or avoided
As the invasive Dandilion.
Yet, she is not as average
As the Daisy or the Tulip.

She is brilliantly subtle.
Unlike the Rose, who's achievements
And beauty have been boasted for ages.
Nor the Dandilions, who have nothing
But false promises to offer.
Yet, still unlike the Daisies and Tulips,
Who offer only fake love and false beauty.

She is a solitary friend.
Whereas the obnoxious Rose chooses only
Those who fit the likes of itself.
And the Dandilion only attracts those
Who are not annoyed by its attitude.
Even still, there are those affected by the Daisy's lies,
And the Tulips, who do little behind masks.

She surrounds herself with the Dandilions,
To make up for her ability to be a Rose,
But inability to care.
The Tulips and Daisies learn to outshine
The presence that has always glowed within.
She grows in shadows,
Struggling for light,
And nobody notices the jewel of the flower that she is.
Because the Roses, and the Dandilions, and the Tulips
Grow like weeds around her
So she loses sight of what she could be.

She is a Flower.
A dying species.
Love her, nuture her, and help her to grow.
There are only a few that will ever know
What she looks like
When she blooms.

Be one.
Tins Nox Dec 2011
Six inches
Between happiness and heartache
Reaching, stretching, every muscle aching
Every heartbeat sounds as a drum
Empty space
Never before has it had feeling
Now, it is cold
And heavy
So close
Yet the distance grows farther
With every passing second
Six inches
All that stood between my fingers
And your love
You took a step

Seven inches
Tins Nox Dec 2011
The world is vibrant.
Questions are many.
Everything has a place to be,
But everything is messy.
There is no right way,
Yet still searching for it.

People are people,
Animals are animals,
And sometimes,
Both are both.

Knowledge is abundant.
However, too many curious things
Make paying attention difficult.

Fragile hearts.
Tough skin.
Sometimes, though,
The skin will tear,
And the heart will hold everything together.

We rely on them.
We abuse their innocence.
They are delicate,
But they are the strongest of us all.
Without them,
We would not be here.

Cherish the children.
Around You.
From You.
In You.
Tins Nox Dec 2011
In a few days, I’ll take a step
Not towards anything special…
Just the biggest event of my life

I’m not ready.

Not a step, but a leap
A jump into thin air
Darkness
Off a cliff
It’s time to prepare for a fall

I’ll be on my own this time
Nobody holding my hand
Nobody showing me how to work the parachute
I might crash

What happens then?

No longer being told how
Expectations
Observations
Limitations

Impossibilities

I don’t want to be alone
I don’t want responsibility
I don’t want to learn how
I don’t want to grow up

I’m not ready…
Tins Nox Dec 2011
GO
I used to fall into your arms
But only if you let me
We used to laugh under the stars
But only if you let me

I used to cry to you for hours
But only cuz you let me
I would only ask for yellow flowers
And only when you let me

I almost didn’t run too far
Because you almost didn’t let me
I almost let you leave a scar
And you almost, almost let me

Now I fall whenever I want
And he always lets me
I’m free to give the love I’ve got
And he’s free to let me

I always do what I never could
Because you never let me
He loves me as a lover should
… and you almost didn’t let me
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