I'm a sucker for you that's what I said Looking at my pillow right next to your head Unintended words slipped now I'm in the red Waking up to pitch black wondering if I am dead In a blink it all turned to a mess While I'm trying to iron out life's kinks first with a permanent press I'll put in the work till I sweat It's all worth it if I lay with you when I rest
In an instant my thoughts come rushing out effortless you make it seem Not her beauty but the way she makes everything seem cool Making a bad habit look like fun while you grab my hand and yell run Robbing the bank to my sanity disregarding your vanity Love me hate me I don't really mind An unfinished puzzle piece I've been trying to find You're no good for the others but give them time You know you'd be better off if you were mine No mistakes or troubles just you and me Living life the way we've always wanted Even if for a day I could finally smile
I'm not afraid to tell you I love you Just afraid you won't need me So independent will my passes at you be in vain? I could make you feel special yet You indulge all that demeans Like a discarded servant You live to be controlled only by Those who have no interest My minds draws a blank when I think of us