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Lawrence Hall
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Dispatches for the Colonial Office

                                          Hallowed be Thy App

               “…that unmistakable English church-going pace…
               holding, bound in black lamb-skin and white celluloid,
               the liturgies of a half dozen conflicting sects…”

                                -Waugh, Brideshead Revisited

One sees a Bible only occasionally
Even more rarely a Sunday missal
Which, with coat and tie and the mantilla
Are relics of a courtlier, more dignified time

The faithful now carry the scriptures as apps
The rosary the same (maybe next to Candy Crush)
An electronic conscience funded by an investment firm
And available at a low introductory price

A talking box - it must be Godly and true
And just as eternal as the Apple II
having passed on down through the hips
a first tentative breath
filled to the brim with a scream!
fragrance lingers after rain as rot lingers after new dawn
i knew you once and more but never enough
and we loop over and over folding and converging and haunting me into the abyssal distance of time
and now i sink
but i promise
i never forgot your scent
Poem 2 of the 'Streams of Longing' series
distant recollections
of the sun beneath the ripples
pulsing, surging, breathing
please don't let me drown

I shall sleep as long as these strings bind
but when I wake
will you still be there?
Poem 1 of the 'Streams of Longing' series
sometimes i think of myself as an angel in the bathtub
a hazy, glowing figure
beautiful beyond mortal comprehension
so that their faces turn to stone
perhaps that's my excuse for why they don't look at me

but you looked at me
and let me float in the steamy stuff of fantasy
yet it all condensed to the end

when it flows again it shall be with my tears
poem 3 of the 'streams of longing series'
 Jul 10 The Romantic
Arna
Love —
It has numerous definitions.
It is not a feeling, nor an emotion.
Not a thing, nor a situation.
Not an event, nor a celebration.
Not illogical, nor illusional.
Not a complication, nor a commitment.
Not attachment, nor attraction.
It's something pure.
Unexpressive. Undefined. Invisible. Intangible.
Love has many perspectives.
For some, it's —
Parents and friends.
For others —
Things and travelling.
Different people, different definitions.
Some say love is God.
Some say food.
Some take relationship.
Some hold on to companionship.
For some, it's being kind.
And for some, it's in happiness.

Love is everywhere.
In gestures, in glances,
In sacrifices unnoticed,
In the quiet presence of those who stay.
Comment down your definition of love.
Oftentimes, when the humidity
Suffocates, a thick, wet shroud,
And the heat presses, an invisible oven,
I yearn to melt into the grotto's cool,
Or sink my feet knee-deep within the creek,
Where I might skip slick shale,
Track darting crawfish,
And unearth forgotten whispers of the water,
As my body drinks the cool, hydrating peace..
I'm craving going to the creek near my house, think I'm gonna do that this weekend. The pupper would love it too!
My child, my Star
More than anything else,
in these 7 Stars.

Light —
begins to shine —
Star.

Light.


She does not leave.
I am heartwarming —
Starlight.

The beginning is the heart,
at the end of the light:
the Starlight.

My child.
These days I feel like a broken Rubik's cube — all twists, unending chaos.
It was one of those pleasant days.
He must be waiting for my presence,
Like he does every day.

The car stopped in front of his café with a screech.
I could smell the saltiness and chocolate along the breeze.

I didn’t think my heart would race so fast and speed.
I needed some time to calm it,
Before somebody noticed and ask me—
What was that, indeed.

The bell rang as I pushed the door,
Letting him know I was already inside the store.

He must have heard me somehow.
Before I even realized,
My hands were clutching his elbow.

He took me with some caution,
And led me to the table—
Even though he knows I’m totally capable.

He pulled the chair for me to sit,
Making a squeaking sound.
I smiled, imagining him
Making an annoyed face, hearing that every day around.

He rushed to the kitchen with some excuse,
Before I could finish saying, “Yes, please.”
There he was—already on his toes—
With my favourite brownie and milkshake.
He knows just how to get a smile from me.
Now my heart is really at stake.

He entertained me with dreams and daily stories,
While nudging me to eat some savouries.

I could feel how attentive he became
Whenever I asked or said something.
It made me more than happy—
To feel like I had my own space in his life,
As someone who truly mattered.

Time ran fast—
It was already half past.
He walked me to the door,
And told me to come again, more.

Once he disappeared to resume his day,
I took out my white cane to continue the rest of my way.

He’s unaware of the words I’ve been saving since we met.
I can’t confess them in just two lines—
That the days I’ve spent with him,
I’ve felt loved,
Strong, and blessed.

So let me savour the moment,
Until I gain the strength—
To never part,
And pursue him till the end.
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