I regret little,
For I know regret is a
Useless emotion.

It causes pain to
Sear you in the heart, and that's
Unnecessary.

I regret little,
Aside from only hurting you
In the way I did.

I regret how long
It took me to understand,
To react to your pain.

I regret that I
Killed hope and patience, your faith
In love and people.

I'd bag all of your
Pain up and carry it on
My own, if I could.

I regret hurting
An undeserving victim,
I regret that most.

My regret will not
Compensate for how much you
Feel now, and I'm sorry.

I regret that my
Apologies have no truth
To you anymore.

I didn't see that
You were what I wanted, and
That you were lovely.

I only regret not
Being able to see what
Was in front of me.

I'm cold
But you're heart has grown colder
And I don't want to believe this is over
So I wont
But you don't make it easy for me
I've been trying harder than you know,
But you haven't even took notice to all my effort
Your mind is lost in its own world
Your eyes don't see my crying every time you leave
Your ears don't hear me screaming "I'm trying, God, please!"
But it seems nothing I do is getting through to you
Even though this is everything you said you wanted me to do
I just can't think anymore, not now
I'm going to lay my head down,
Look up at the full moon you take such a delight in
Close my eyes
And pretend everything is okay

you start to forget...
but when you do remember
it hurts so much more

Letting go is not
forgetting what happened it
is moving past it.

Every step of you is heavy
but
not heard ;
loud silence herd.
Imprinting delicately,
you're a delicacy.
I stop and hear only me moving ;
compelled by you.

Know as you depart
You are breaking a heart.
You may think it little
Love is awhile brittle
But I am coming apart
You are breaking a heart.
Maybe you don't care
Feelings you don't share
But I cry I am hurt
You are breaking my heart.
You are going your way
For you an end of play
Not again I can start
I am coming apart.
Know as you go your way
It hurts and I wanted you to stay
But things are falling apart
You are breaking a heart.

Sit for awhile, try not to think of agony and exile.
I know it seems dark now like sailing uncharted sea's,
                                           but before you put it all at ease and give up..
Just remember we all know these times are tough.