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 Sep 2013 ---
Kagami
In between is where the ghouls are.
The gnomes, the sprites.
The mischievous ones that give you hell.
Today is a 'tween place.
One day, rest, another day, rest.

Sad day, rest, happy day, rest.

And today is a 'tween place.
I sense bad things. Clumsiness or confusion.

Hopefully tomorrow is better.
 Sep 2013 ---
I Don't Care
Untitled
 Sep 2013 ---
I Don't Care
So many opportunities,
Yet I've never felt so stuck.
 Sep 2013 ---
Kagami
Mirror
 Sep 2013 ---
Kagami
I am stuck in a maze.

Full of mirrors
And I can see people who look just like me.

They are me.
Aren't me.
Are me aren't me;
I don't know anymore.

I am Kaydee.
I am Kestrel.
I am Kagami.
I have many names.

And all of them are stuck in this maze with me.
 Sep 2013 ---
Kagami
I am dressed in iron. Layers of it.
Sweat and blood mingling with tears.

And it rusts.

And erodes.

And crumbles.

And soon, my strong persona
Will be gone.
Or maybe it already is?
I've tried so hard to care for my armor,
But everything decays after a while.

I am exposed.

My fragile body is bare now,
And this glass figurine is crying.

She wants to be wrapped in steel this time. Titanium.
That way, she won't break as easily.
And her tears will no longer clatter on the floor,
Shattering into bright little stars.

They don't deserve to be stars.
They are dull.
She may hurt, but her tears are empty.
She has no tears left.

She gave those away too long ago, and they were lost.

And they were bright.
Wasted.


And she wants to be covered in molasses.
Maybe then, when she finds her tears again,
They will stick to her, and never leave.
Maybe she could use them again.

Reduce Reuse Recycle.
She could save her world, and allow
Other pains
To sleep there.
Absorb them from the creatures
She talks to daily.
Hiding them in her iron.
Steel.
Titanium.
Molasses.


Anything is better than
Glass.
 Sep 2013 ---
Kagami
5
 Sep 2013 ---
Kagami
5
It's been five months since
Not one thing, but another.
And I would have not remembered,
But it keeps getting brought up.

I've gotten help.
But not because I can't cope.
I need help because you are taking over me.
Stalking, suffocating,
Using me as a puppet.

And it's been five months today.
April 24th. 9:13pm.

Two days.
 Sep 2013 ---
Kagami
Obvious
 Sep 2013 ---
Kagami
Don't mention it....
Don't, or I swear I'll...

You mentioned it. The
Elephant
In the room.
We didn't want to mention it!
Don't talk about it! You'll
Chase it away.

We need it here, don't hurt it's feelings!

We need something to
Do.
Something to
Talk about.

Don't fix it.

We crave the drama.
In the pov of people who gossip about problems or others faults. Even if they don't know it, this is what they do.
 Sep 2013 ---
annmarie
I saw you a few minutes ago
and you were laughing (and I had to laugh too)
but you didn't really look at me at all
yet it was way too hard to not look at you
and I have no idea how to explain
exactly how that moment felt
but I thought about your smile again
(and I had to smile too)
but then really fast I stopped
because the you that was just smiling
in the lobby of the building where we first kissed
was you exactly how you were six months ago
but somehow I couldn't see myself in your life anymore
and it wasn't like before
when I knew of course that I wasn't in your life anymore
but it was like I knew I wasn't
and I couldn't even see how it made sense
that I ever had been at all
and then I felt like crying
and I'm not even sure why
but I picked everything up
and I left right away
and now I'm upstairs
in the middle of the chair where we first kissed
and nothing feels the same
but I don't know how it's different
because I don't remember how it felt before
and now you're really quickly fading
from the person I thought was perfect
and couldn't believe was mine
(and then couldn't believe I had lost)
to another senior boy
who does his homework
in the lobby of the building where I go too
who barely even knows who I am
and wouldn't think twice
if he didn't say a word to me all year
and I don't want you to be that
(as in I need you to not be that)
but I don't know how to tell you
because it's already too late
and my thoughts aren't organizing themselves well
(as in this is probably my worst poem ever)
but I'm so shaken up
just by sitting near you
as you were laughing
and I don't know what's happening
but I hate what it's doing to me
and really all I want
is to have whatever I'm missing back
but I don't even remember what it was anymore.
Ahhh I'm really so sorry that this poem is so terrible but I'm having a really strange emotional overload like I see my ex boyfriend like seven million times a day but this time was really weird and I don't have any idea what just happened with my head but it was weird and I think I'm freaking out so much cause I think I actually just finally got over him and I don't know how to handle it and I can't even think straight and I'm not sure what's going on but it sort of hurts and it's sort of relieving and I just really don't know I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
 Sep 2013 ---
annmarie
Why do we even
celebrate birthdays,
anyway?
We remember the date
of the day we were brought
into the world,
and somehow it has meaning to us.
We'll never even remember
what being born felt like.
Feelings we do remember, though—
our very first chapter book,
first best friend,
the day we scored the winning goal,
or aced a really difficult test,
all those dates are
completely forgotten to us
and we don't think twice about
when they happened.
We don't save a day
to celebrate those times.
Yet the day we first cried
and first tasted the air,
the very first time ever
that we weren't completely comfortable,
the moment we were introduced
to the world,
we remember that instant
down to the minute
and spend all year waiting
for that day to happen again
so we can celebrate it
another time
without really even knowing why.
 Sep 2013 ---
phocks
Long Forgotten
 Sep 2013 ---
phocks
It was in that moment
The treasured instant infinite
That marked the long divide
Of time that goes by
And trails off towards
The dying night
Of a million lost lights
That slowly wither
In to their place
Their rightful place
Amongst the fallen
And long forgotten
Lost
 Sep 2013 ---
Kagami
Face The Facts
 Sep 2013 ---
Kagami
I've gotten over it.
It has all been said and done.

I tied a bandanna tightly around my neck.
I tried to **** myself.
My phone buzzed.
I reached.
The knots untied themselves.
And now, I am still here.

I've forgotten, or at least have gotten over it.
Now, it's everyone else's turn.
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