As I walk through this life
I am burning.
Burning alive.
Flames ripping
Tearing at my flesh.
I have been terribly disfigured
Left a mangled shell
Of my former self.

As I walk through this life
I am reviving
Reviving my soul.
Bandages healing
Light restoring.
My disfigurations fade
But never leave.

As I fall into hell
Temptations ravaging me
As the hungry flames
Taint my skin
I know I am falling
And I feel it.
But can I change?

Lifted up
I feel restored
My wounds healing at once.
But I know that there are others
Falling
So I must go back.
I must return.

I am no longer falling
Though I constantly waver
I push through the flames
Standing strong when attacked
Brutalized by those I love.
But I must go back down
To bring them up.

Have you ever tried swearing at someone
Using the meanings of the swear words?
I'm gonna *** **** up female dog.
Well ***.
*** you donkey hole.
****** donkey *******.
Happy donkey mother sexer.

It doesn't work as well.

In cartoons
TV shows
When people have a decision
Between good and evil
They have a little angel
And a little devil
Appear on their shoulders.
When in fact
The little devil should be sitting right on their
**Crotch.

If you watch anime
You know what "Plot" is.
If you don't
Maybe you will figure it out after this.
There is some small plots.
Some huge plots.
Some unnecessary plots.
Some very necessary plots.
There's little baby plots
And old granny plots.
The old ones are less fun
And the baby ones need some time to develop.
Some plots make you awkward
And under no circumstance
Watch a show with lots of plot
Around family.
Or friends.
Or strangers.
Maybe alone,
But don't tell anyone.
Okay?
Have you figured it out yet?

Though I like stories
I never
Ever
Watch a show for the plot.

Happy 4 months
My love
My dearest
Though 4 is not a big number
I think it's pretty cool that we've
Lasted.
Through trial and error
We grow stronger.
Learn more.
Love more.
And I anxiously await
Things to come.

Though the thought is
Tantalizing
And I really want to
I can't.
At this point it's
A bit too much.
My faith agrees
But it's not fully that.
I am sure I'd regret it
And I'm glad you understand.
Yet another sign that we have a healthy
Relationship
Is your understanding.
Thank you.
*I love you.

Holding you
I just feel
At peace.
I know you so much better than I did
When our relationship started.
4 months tomorrow!
Time really flies
When you're learning
Fighting
Crying
Yearning
And falling in love.
Nothing feels more right than being near you.
Nothing even compares.
Our relationship is constantly
Growing
Changing
Like rain drops on a  battered windshield
We started with 2 drops combining
But as time passes
We grow
Larger and larger
Transforming
And I find myself
More and more
In love with you.
And nothing else seems to matter.