I need something from you
A hug, and maybe a kiss too

Get her out of this prison of
Pain
And sorrow

Give her happiness
And see the joys in life
Like her friends
And others who care for her

Set her free
And let her
See the flowers grow
And bloom under the sun
Set her free
So that she can bloom with them
Into something more beautiful

Let her
Walk through the
Sand and grass
Barefoot
And feel the heat of the sand
And the tingling of the grass
Between her toes

Leave her be
So she can
No longer feel the pain
So she can be happy
Bloom into something more
And feel nature through her toes

And

Have her feel save
Enough
To
Love
Again

When you asked me
To leave you alone
I wanted to say
"no"
But I did not want you
To get mad
I am here for you
I....I care for you so much
I wish I could
Do something
To say that I will
Stay here with you
But I can't ever
Get the words out of my mouth
So... I write this down

I don't think of you
As just someone who has
Thought of suicide
I am here for you
If you do
But I am here because
I....
I don't always think
Of you like that
I think of how
Beautiful you are
And what I can do
To be able to
Be as good a friend
As I can

I would do anything
For you
If you needed me
So when you do I am here
But until then
I am here
Trying to do everything
I can
To see you smile

Please let me
Do whatever I can
To help you
If you need someone
To talk to
I am here for you
If you need a shoulder
To cry on
I am here and I will
Do my best to help you
I will be here to hug you
Until you feel better
I will do the best I can
To help you through this

Are you trying
To stay away
I do try to think
That you have a reason
To just disappear
And not answer my texts
But
When it happens
A lot
Multiple times a day
I feel like you are
Trying to stay away

I try to be happy
And I am around you
But I feel so sad
Because I eff it up,
Every time
We are able to hang out
I sit alone and it makes you sad
If I were to even be
A little bit happier
You would not have
Such a ****** night

First I act stupid
And I sit alone
And it makes you sad
Then your mom comes
And ******* at you
For no effing reason

I am so sorry
If I were to be at least
A little bit more happy
Then you would not have
As much crap to deal with

I am going to do
Everything I can
So next time you won't
Have to be sad
You won't have to
Have as much crap
To deal with

I am going to try
My hardest to be at least
A little bit more happy
I am going to try
Because I don't like to see sad
And I would do anything
To see your beautiful
Smile

I write to make
Myself feel a little better
And when I get
A reaction from you
I can't help but smile
I wish I could see your
Reactions to my poems
Because you seem to always
Love them
No matter what kind
Of poem I write

You say you
Want to be alone
Yet when I leave
You don't tell
The others to go

I leave to let you
Be alone because
You ask to be alone
Yet when another
Person comes up
And wants to help you
You don't ask them to go

Just tell me to leave
Don't tell me
You want to be alone

I stop myself
From texting you
Because you want
To be alone
But I want to do something
I stop myself from
Saying anything out loud
Because I don't want
To do anything wrong

I care for you so much
A lot more then you
Think I do
And I am always
Going to care for you
And be here for you

Everything from the top
Of your head
To the bottom
Of your feet
Is beautiful
I look at your face
And I see true beauty

You can't say you
Are not cute
When even just looking
At your face makes me blush

I love everything about you
Your face
Your smile
Your lips;
Your grace
Your style
Your hips

Hehehehehehe
Sorry I had to add that in there

Even the way
You talk
And the way you think
Is cute

You are so cute
And so beautiful
Do not try to tell me
Otherwise
Because I will not listen

I've said it before
In my writings
And in my head
But never directly
Not in person
Through a note
Or
In a text
"I love you"

My eyes
Are dried and burning
I tried not to cry
But I did
Thank you for
Being there
Hugging me
And holding my hand
It helped me feel
A lot less alone

******
I did it again
I sat alone
And it made you sad

You didn't even say goodbye
When you left
And it's because of me

I see you hug and kiss
Him goodbye
All I want is a simple wave
Or anything
Just to say goodbye

I'm alone again
Through this dark night
Wanting to be with you
Thinking, dreaming
Wishing it were true

Holding you close
Watching you smile
Having you fall asleep on my shoulder
And staying there for a while

But it's a only a dream
That I wish would come true

You know I
Would like a goodbye
Or something
Instead of you
Walking away
Or disappearing

Falling for you
Is something that grew
And is still growing

You are both beautiful
Mentally and Physically

You are so kind and caring
So nice and sweet
You are so beautiful

You do so much to help me
More then you think you have
And I want to do the same for you
I want to hug and cuddle with you

exhales
But what can I really do?

Again I'm alone
And afraid
Scared of what might happen
What if I do something
Again to lose you
I don't think I can go
Through that again
Even now
Still knowing that we are
Still friends
We are still
Talking to one another
I somehow still find a way
To cry

I'm scared of losing you
As a friend
You are my closest friend
And every time I feel like we
Get closer in any way
Even if we get closer as friends
Something happens to
Make me cry again

I'm sorry
I don't mean
To hurt you
If I feel like something
Would hurt you
I try to stay away
From doing it
But I did something
I did not mean to
Hurt you

You don't have to say
Anything
I will leave you be
You don't have
To worry about me

Good bye
I'm sorry
And see ya later

I talk to you
Every day
And I love it when we do
Because I get to be with you

I want to be there
For you and be able
To hold your hand
To help you through
Anything I can
And comfort you
Because I care
I want to do as much
As I can for you
Right now I want
To be there for you

When I look into your eyes
I fall in love again and again
Your eyes are beautiful
When I look at them
I see someone
Who has
Gone through so much
But I see beauty
And they are so **** cute

:)

I stay awake
All night again
Only this time
I was not sad
I thought of happy things
I go to sleep
Your arms
Around me
Until
I wake up and find
It was just a dream

I can't see you hurt
I can't even think about it
My heart literally won't stop
Beating fast
Thinking of what might happen

I am scared
I don't want anything
Bad to happen
All I want is for you to be happy
Even if I'm not

Seeing you happy
Will be all I need
To keep me happy

I look forward
To the summer
The blue sky
Sun shining
And being able to
Be with you
Hanging out
Talking
Or what ever
Just being able to see you
And talk to you again
Makes me feel really happy
I can't wait to be able to
Make you smile
I want to see that
Beautiful smile
I can't wait to
See you walk out of
Your car
And give me a hug