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3.5k · Dec 2017
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Gyuwon Dec 2017
2
Im not a poet,
Im just a depressed teenger.
Ill run around the circuit
Until my sweat becomes my armor.

Dont expect much from me,
Im just a socially awkward wreck
The worst card in the deck
Only be remembered as a speck

My ideas are so cliché
That theyve become irrelevant
I always give up midway
And leave myself less confident

But until I find my purpose,
Im just a depressed teenager,
A voiceless individual,
A worthless entity.
Gyuwon Jan 2019
My confidence rolls off my cheek
One drop at a time
Into my nightly coffee
Bitter taste of defeat

Fear overwhelming my sorrows
My only will is keeping alive

Cut me up into little pieces

Shallow cuts
Deep cuts
They all hurt the same

But I dont hurt myself
So what else could be

My confidence rolls down my cheek
Made a stream along my neck
Itll grow into a river
And wash my fears away
660 · Dec 2017
Lights Out.
Gyuwon Dec 2017
Whats the point of having a phone if noone ever calls you?
Whats the point of living a life you dont even appreciate anymore?
My brain is taken hostage by the pressure on me
And my body by my insecurities.
Why would anyone care that Im gone?
They dont even know I exist.
So if its gonna end anyways,
Just end me quickly.
Lights out, goodbye.
643 · Apr 2019
wet
Gyuwon Apr 2019
wet
My pillow seems to be always wet
Covers have a few imaginary holes

I try to face the sun at all times, yet
Rainclouds seem to really like me

Well, at least I like rain
And rain likes me
What would have I done
If even rain didnt like me
574 · Jun 2019
pull me out
Gyuwon Jun 2019
drenched in sweat
worn out, exhausted
tears fake sympathy
artificial feelings
trespass reality
reset simulation
savor all of the pain
the beating of your heart
now stop
living torture
living is a torture
Gyuwon Jan 2019
There are two ways of remembering
Some get written down in pencil
While others get written in pen

The memories written in pen matters to you
It might be a fun trip
Or an embarrassing messup

You write down your most valued memories in pen
They last for ages for you to look back at them

The memories written in pencil doesnt matter to you as much
Might be just another day at work
Or a fantastic dream that you only seem to remember for a split second

You can erase pencil memories at will
But pen memories last

They come back to give you a valuable lesson
And make the person that you are today
This is a rewrite of a poem i did two years ago, thought it had a nice plot but waa written badly. So i redid it
Gyuwon Nov 2019
Upset, Regret, Forget, Reset
377 · Oct 2017
The full stop to your life.
Gyuwon Oct 2017
A boy, with a tangled mind,
A boy, with just his purpose to find.
A man, with no emotion,
A man, who just wants promotion.
An elderly, whose face has turned grim,
An elderly, with no life left in him.


My body feels empty,
And my soul is almost dried out.
My heart, engulfed in guilt,
Continues to beat, washing off its filth.


With every beat of my heart,
That moment is getting closer,
And closer.
315 · Oct 2017
Lost, Wondering.
Gyuwon Oct 2017
As the sun starts to flicker,
And the glasses get filled with liquor.
As the street lights shine bright,
And the couples hold tight.
As the moon climbs into the somber and starless skies,
And the lost and drunk wonder around like fireflies-
With empty bottles in their hands,
But still filled with hope and enthusiasm in their hearts.

Just lost,
Wondering around,
Alone,
Together-

Wondering,

Just Wondering.
310 · Feb 2019
Depressed
Gyuwon Feb 2019
Im alright, dont worry
263 · Feb 2019
12
Gyuwon Feb 2019
12
The only warmth i feel is from my blanket
261 · Feb 2019
8
Gyuwon Feb 2019
8
You dont hesitate when you hurt me
But why am I so hesitant to fight back
254 · Feb 2019
10
Gyuwon Feb 2019
10
i seek the pleasure in pain
?
society gives me a shot of morphine

i cant even feel pain?

~

(
cant feel life

hurt me if it makes you happy
i feel nothing
)
Gyuwon Jan 2019
When I become passive and unenthusiastic
And my already blackened soul darkens to an even darker shade of black;

When the unknown tears misrepresent my sorrows and my cold sweat is no longer a medal of effort and triumph

When my nails are basically non-existent from my fears eating them away and my hand gets the shake

When people start to have “sympathy” in me and try to understand my tears

When all forms of mental sanity has been terminated, my noggin inside my head but my mind outside my body

People will come and pay tribute to my empty shell, maybe shed a few meaningless tears,
Oh well, its too late now
249 · Feb 2019
9
Gyuwon Feb 2019
9
why is life worth living
why does everyone scramble to keep alive
i feel like a leftover
maybe thats why ive discarded myself
refusing to live is a disorder apparently
help me find order in the chaos

ill never be good enough for the life given to me
243 · Feb 2018
Moving Day
Gyuwon Feb 2018
Let's go somewhere we can feel safe
Somewhere hidden behind the walls
Where we are guaranteed at least a meal a day
And a blanket to fight the cold
We wont have to run away from anything
We will call this place home
I can get a job and you can go to school
You wont have to worry about nothing;
Its a great country I hear
Lets leave behind the terror and fear
And move on to our beautiful future
A Message to @realDonaldTrump presented to you by Gyuwon Roh
241 · Oct 2017
Fragile Hearts at War
Gyuwon Oct 2017
Like an engine, driving the shafts in an armoured car,
There are little hearts, powering the soldiers at war.
Listen to the bullets fly above your head,
As the civilians mourn the dead.

Duck down in your trenches for you might get shot,
As you watch the piles of lifeless bodies rot.
When you see a dense cloud of smoke coming,
Pull out your mask quickly, or you’d already be suffocating.

Have your weapon always ready,
And as you aim, keep your hands steady.
You want to make sure every shot counts,
and As minutes pass, the tension mounts.

On the whistle, run out of your tunnel,
And make a run for it, pointing the barrel-
Towards the enemy, or the young men with little hearts,
Too fragile to handle the terror of fire any war starts.
Just in case you don't know, this poem is about WW1 and trench warfare.
241 · Oct 2017
(don't)remember
Gyuwon Oct 2017
there are two types of memories;
ones written with pencil
and ones written with pen

the nothing memories get written in pencil.
they eventually fade away,
get rubbed out with erasers,
get overwritten
or just simply forgotten.

then there are the important memories
written in various colored ink
they can't simply be rubbed out
and they can't just be forgotten

the pencil memories
don't matter to you so much,
if at all.

the pen memories,
hurt you when you think about them
or reminds you of the good days

they leave a scuff
a dent
a mark on your soul
and they remind you of what you live for.
this one just popped into my head. I had to write it down.
239 · Oct 2017
Question
Gyuwon Oct 2017
Like a spear,
A question aimed straight at my heart,
A question which instantly makes you guilty-
Sharp and Pointy,
Yet so cliché.

Are you living your life to the fullest?

A question that doubts your routines
A question which shows your insecurity.

Like a spear,
It penetrated my soul-
Questioning all of my achievements,
Questioning my entire life.
Ugh I feel like I **** at writing these.
thanks guys for taking your time to read this
234 · Dec 2017
Remember me
Gyuwon Dec 2017
Just the idea of being forgotten haunts me every night

So when I’m gone,
Remember me, Okay?
228 · Nov 2019
19
Gyuwon Nov 2019
19
Everywhere that I see
Are people filled with glee
But "balance is the key"
So the sorrows, they come to me
225 · Nov 2017
Christmas Eve
Gyuwon Nov 2017
The sun washes the sky red
And smiles sneak onto everyone's faces

The trees get coated in rainbow lights
And the sound of laughter won't stop

The skies turn grey
And throws snowballs at you-
Just like how you used to play,
back in your younger years.

The sound of overused carols,
The sound of singing choir,
The sound of happy families-
The sounds of Christmas.

Soon the ground has turned white,
And the fireplaces get lit
Smoke starts to puff out of chimneys,
And the chestnut starts roasting

The sky is now dark
And the wind has left me cold
Still, all these people
Are willing to share their hearts
225 · Mar 2019
15
Gyuwon Mar 2019
15
You dont cry because youre sad
You cry because you regret
You cry because you refuse to accept
222 · Oct 2017
Try
Gyuwon Oct 2017
Try
Cracking under pressure,
I’m about to lose it all.

Pushed to the edge,
I’m about to take a fall.

Flying high up in the sky,
I’m about to stall.



Trying my best,
I still hit a wall.
this is one of my favorites
218 · Jan 2019
Shots in our Tears
Gyuwon Jan 2019
Two shots of tequila
A sprinkle of my tears

Pain in the glass
Like a shattered pane of glass

Bland taste
Blended heart

A candle inside an empty fireplace

Drown in my tears
And burn down my years

Was it my tears in tequila
Or tequila in my tears
213 · Jan 2019
Scarepeople
Gyuwon Jan 2019
one with a leaking heart
i scare people away
with my skin of lifeless twigs
and my traumatizing sillouette
i scare people away
no colour in my eyes, no
only silence from my mouth

feet fixed to the ground
cant do nothing for myself
i inhabit this lonely field
and scare people away

only birds befriend me,
i scare people away
212 · Oct 2018
4
Gyuwon Oct 2018
4
im here for a good time
but im not having a good time
oh well
i guess ill just stay here for a long time
210 · Feb 2019
13
Gyuwon Feb 2019
13
A chaotic mix of flesh and consiousness is what I am
A well balanced routine of procrastination and stressing out later is my life
A mixture of sob and snoring is my sleep
Painful and barely bareable is the pressure
And insecure but narcissistic is my personality
Thats me, ig? What about you
198 · Apr 2019
17
Gyuwon Apr 2019
17
Pull the skin off my bones
Only to find Im empty inside

No wonder tears echo inside me
197 · Oct 2017
Jump
Gyuwon Oct 2017
Standing on the roof,
He can feel the cold air hitting his face.
The snowflakes poke straight into his skin
As he clears his mind.


He hums a song, in a low voice.
He closes his eyes, and takes a big breath.
He spreads his arms
then moves himself towards the edge.


Without any hesitation,
He jumps off.
Please don't commit suicide guys
195 · Nov 2017
Farewell
Gyuwon Nov 2017
My heart hesitates to beat
As the blood drains from my lifeless body.
The little bit of soul that was left
Is now gone;
And my flesh will sit here and rot
Until its washed its sins.
And the lively person that I was
Is no more-
The world darkens,
And my eyelids Close
The sun will rise-  eventually,
But I won’t be here to see tomorrow
192 · Oct 2017
Top
Gyuwon Oct 2017
Top
When you fall down,
get back on your feet.
and when you get to the top
just look down at the ones who doubted you.
189 · Oct 2017
down
Gyuwon Oct 2017
Whenever you are down,
Just remember-

If you are trying your hardest to comfort yourself,
The person you are leaning onto is trying twice as hard to make you you again.
Gyuwon Jun 2019
the sun dims its lights, darkness settles;
the new blackened reality greets her visitors
everyone sheds their covers
their last grip on individuality

we are all the same inside
with a heart that beats like a metronome
tick tock, tick tock
every beat the same
echoing inside our hollow shell

**** it up and push it down
but why do we make a compromise
every scar has its meaning
but why do we continue a scarred life

cry, but never shed a single tear
scream, but never make a sound
just leave, dont return


why do we even try?
181 · Jun 2019
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
Gyuwon Jun 2019
Breathe slowly
Even when you feel pressure
Live with confidence
I know that you’ll make it
Endure the pain
Venture forward
Everyone is waiting for you

Inhale, then exhale
No need to rush

Young man, don’t give up on yourself
Open your eyes and look into the mirror
Unfinished, aren’t you?
Realize your potential
See the possibilities
Every day is a new opportunity
Leave behind the past
Future awaits you
181 · Aug 2018
3
Gyuwon Aug 2018
3
So take out your pills
and face your final burden
30 should be enough
to get you to heaven
180 · Feb 2019
supernova
Gyuwon Feb 2019
Be a star in the night sky

Ill watch you shine

Glowing ever so brilliantly

Even better with some time

Light up the empty canvas

(You in the air tonight★)
Supernova in the sky
178 · Apr 2019
the darkest corner
Gyuwon Apr 2019
Dont come find me when I disappear
Im probably sitting in a corner crying
Sometimes the misery of living gets to me
And singing away at my favorite songs
Only escalates the situation

I go to my favourite corner- the darkest corner;
It seems to understand me
172 · Oct 2017
The Seasons of Love
Gyuwon Oct 2017
We met in the spring
When the flowers bloomed.
I fell in love with you,
And so it started.

Then came summer,
With the blazing sun.
We fell in love deeper,
As we were lying in the sun.

Then came autumn,
And the leaves started to fall.
We were fighting more,
We were waging a war.

Then came winter,
With the freezing of hearts.
Our feelings have already died,
And so has our relationship.

So when it starts to snow,
Come and kiss me goodbye.
172 · Jan 2019
5
Gyuwon Jan 2019
5
Raindrops are falling
But my eyes are dry as my throat
The next time you drain me dear
Leave me a few raindrops to cry

Touche, tears confront fear
But fear makes the rain drop
170 · Apr 2019
18
Gyuwon Apr 2019
18
i never dated anyone
but why do I want to write bad love poems
oh to get views ofc
Gyuwon Feb 2020
They’ll keep telling you
That its your final chapter

But you know it inside
That you can do it better

If you light up everything
Backgrounds don’t really matter

So be the candle in this run-down world
And help everyone see clearer
159 · Oct 2019
climate control
Gyuwon Oct 2019
Yesterday, I looked outside
and it was raining.

Raindrops came
and hit the window
like old friends of mine
coming around to say hello



Today, I looked outside
and it was cloudy.

Gentle winds
brushed against my skin
like my dear mother
keeping my tears in



Tomorrow, I will look outside
and the sun will be setting.

The sky will be coloured orange and purple
and clouds will be there to guide me
As I fly into the cold autumn evening,
The winds will give me company.
147 · Mar 2018
Every Day
Gyuwon Mar 2018
The light drains from people's faces,
Like the emptying bottles of alcohol.
They've flushed their dreams down the toilet,
And chose to face reality.
Feel their fear in every breath they take,
See their hands shake in the cold.
Imagine the pressure on their shoulders
Pushing on with their lives,
Fighting through every day.
146 · Feb 2020
were all the same
Gyuwon Feb 2020
we all live inside mirrors
as mere reflections

with every touch it blurs
the image of our projection

just our outside figures
define most rejections

but its the weight of our fears
that fill us to perfection
145 · Apr 2019
shoe
Gyuwon Apr 2019
live like a shoe
endure the beating
never say a word
never let out a scream

maybe smell a little,
youre not perfect, worry not

breathe sand and dust
swim in puddles
bounce all around
sit all quiet

maybe get soaked
and hung on the laundry lines
the sun entertains you
and tickles yoy dry

get tied a knot
tight enough to hold on
get stitches when
you get torn up

get scratches
holes on your body



make a new friend

hi friend
you must be my replacement

-

dont tie your knots too tight
let your shoe breathe

#shoelove
dont suffocate yourself
and enjoy the life given to you
141 · Jun 2018
Let me go
Gyuwon Jun 2018
**** me
Burn me from the inside
Torture me till I let out a scream
Strangle me until I collapse, powerless
Whats the point of keeping me here
When Ive no will to stay
133 · Apr 2019
a paragraph (1)
Gyuwon Apr 2019
weve been trained to have an algorithmic response to anything that occurs to us so that its politically correct and socially not awkward, we have been basically brainwashed to like what society decides it likes and they have a neat name for it: trend. You gotta like it or your social life will probably decline and end up in ruins, maybe not, but probably. Show an appropriate amount of empathy, too much or too little, youre all of a sudden this rude psychotic idiot. Dont try to fit me into a standard and assume that you can manipulate me into acting like everyone else, cos in fact, I am and I refuse to be like the others, we all have a right to be unique and different right? Diversity is key to a society, remember that.
131 · Mar 2019
16 (passive)
Gyuwon Mar 2019
Tears are the only thing that understand you

So dont fight sadness
Embrace it

Be a person who unlights passion
And builds broken dreams
Wake up sleeping
Celebrate the dying
Mourn the living

Pay tribute to the disused

Tears drop
129 · May 2019
a star, a lonely star
Gyuwon May 2019
I radiate loneliness
And shine alone, brilliantly
I sightsee galaxies
And glare at stardust
Sometimes I turn off the lights
Dream through the bleak night

Forever I travel this endless horizon
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