They gave me a
29 page pamphlet on
what I can no longer
enjoy.
There wasn't one line
on what I could
abuse.
We all have our outs,
our ways to escape
it all for a few
needed
moments.
A purpose or a
vice.
My mother has her
wine,
my father his
faith and his guns.
My brothers all
have their futures,
my friend his
Lalo.
All I have
is this,
and if it
ever leaves
me ,
if the words stop
coming.
Then what am I
but another
empty useless
soul ,taking
up space.
Fighting off the
demons,
waiting on the
darkness to come.