I look for twists in the turns
for light in the night
I am constantly aware
that everything I do now will affect my future
but I don't know how
or when
I guess the best thing about trying to "make it"
is not realizing when you actually do

Do you realize how badly I want to be you
how I would **** to be in your position?
to have the responsibilities
that you are so quick to ignore
you are destined, you are divine
you are the chosen one!
a prophecy passed down for centuries
proclaims you to be a demi-god
and you want to **** that all away
you want to run from all of that
and why? because you think you're not good enough?
WELL YOU'RE NOT
i'll say it
but here you have a chance to do something
something great and necessary.

I would **** to be you.

Last Five poems were 5 characters from a screenplay I am working on discussing their view of God.

If I had ever met my mother
I assume she would have told me about you
but she did not
so I did not learn until later
you have quite the reputation sir
"GOD" people say as there eyes light up
if you are so great like they say
why did you take my mother away

Is this what you envisioned
when you left our population with this ****
how funny is that the perfect being
can spew imperfection around the world
do you like how I have cleansed it
do you like how I have bested you
come to think of it... yes
I am a better you

Hello
My son does not believe in you
he says I spend too much time with my books
maybe he is right
but if he is, won't that mean our downfall is imminent?
if you're not real neither is my hope
and so I must believe
for you are our only chance

He asks of something great from me
but why me
why have I been chosen?
I am not a great warrior
I do not aspire to be a leader of men
I will follow his path
but if I don't follow him wholeheartedly
will he abandon me when I need him most?