My heart beats so incredibly fast
And I didn't know it could have gone so fast
I thought I could've died right there and then
But my heart started beating slower and slower
Each time my eyes met yours
And in the end the story of hate turned into love
The way my heart beated first turned from a fiery hatred
To a soft love for the boy who I cant stop loving
Despite the way he smokes,
The way he lights up every cigarette.
The way he gets his heart broken over and over by
A girl who is made of poison and he, so immune,
Keeps getting hurt knowing that nothing can break his walls down
But I love him.
The same boy who laughs at me
And caused the salty ocean to flow down my cheeks
And for the bees that stung my finger tips
The blood that stained my hair

I think one of the first steps to loving someone
Is being able to imagine yourself with them
As cliché as it sounds
It's true
People are only able to imagine themselves happy with the other
But to loving isn't just staying for the happy but to stay for everything
Imagine being sad with him to cradle you in his arms
Imagine being angry with him at your door with takeout
Imagine being jealous as he assures you back and forth you're the only Thing on his mind and he has never planned to let you go
Imagine those 5 am mornings where you cant seem to find a place to Rest and him picking up his phone because he set his phone to the Fullest volume for you as he knew what a hard time it was for you.
Imagine him feeling the same way about love.