What happened to you?
This relationship needs to be defined,
mutual expectations detailed and designed,
For what is a part of a half that was whole,
you are the half that's missing and hurting my soul.

Where you at?
When I call, you're never here for me,
what's up with that, how can this be.
You bring all your problems to my door,
when I need a ear then its a chore.

What about me?
I want somebody to talk to, share a thing or two,
somebody to be there, all the ****t you couldn't do.
Thought you was my friend, but you was using my ear,
telling me all the things that you hate and you fear.

Where to from here?
I can do much better than us all by myself,
man in the mirror, put your *** on a shelf.
I'm gonna lose your number, I know you lost mine,
find a new friend, make our own detailed design.

New Plight, vision in Sight, guided by Light, feels so Right.
Full of Sound, top of the Mound, freedom Found, upwardly Bound.
With all of your Might, its worth the Fight.
To search for ones Crown, no matter whose Around.

Life is for the Living and its not always Giving,
Its not by Chance that we learn a new Dance.
For every Space that you Fill, Lace it with  a Thrill,
If it is not within your Range, then maybe its time for a Change.

My height, my flight, guided by Delight,
No Ceiling, just chilling, always a good Feeling!

Was a month after Christmas and all thru the house,
not a creature was stirring not even a mouse.
Bump that house and the mouse cause I'm ready for the heat,
summertime weather and I'm headed to the beach.

It's cold outside not a skier bump the slopes,
don't mind if you do but for me its a nope.
Time to get a ticket, need to make my way down south,
heard they got snow, what the bump, shut your mouth.

Not going to many places when its cold outside,
hit the gym, watch the tube, down to get a ride.
Bump this bump that, I just really hate the cold,
summer can't come quick enough, this winter freeze is old!

Got a new vision for the future and I'm serious,
shared it with my friends they say I'm delirious.
No matter how they see this its me that takes the risk,
blocked out all that noise and I'm ready for this.

Putting myself on the line for that hit or miss,
army of one no where to hide no time for tricks.
Who better than me to deal with conflicts,
mind set of a winner and I'm destined for hits,

If I let them hold me back how will I ever get ahead,
just because you froze don't mean we in the same bed.
My destination is defined by my path to choose,
only one life to live that I choose not to abuse.

Let them say what the want my future is not defined,
the choices I make or don't, are special and they're mine.
Its ok to seek advice life is full of ups and downs,
be careful who you trust, watch out for the clowns.

F you blickity Blick, kiss my *** you  make me sick!
Thought you were my friend, but you really truly ****,
took a minute to find out, you don't EVEN give a PLUCK.
Now that I know, we can never go back,
silly *** me, I thought we were a pack.

Introduced you to my family, that was one big Calamity!
Looked that up for the rhyme, you dumb *** *****,
life without you is fine, you make me wanna sn!tch.
All that ****t you use to do, I hid it from the crew,
cause at the end of the day, I thought it wasn't True!

You question who am I, I question out loud why.
- why did I let you in, you can't even spell "Friend".
- why I ever called you brother, F you and your mother.
- why it took so long to find out, what you really all about.

But now that I know, you was all for show,
like garbage to the can, you gots to GO!
You aint ****T, you make me S!CK,
Silly Rabbit Tricks are for Kids!

A teardrop for the Love I lost,
but life doesn't stop, not even a pause.
Felt like my heart would stop beating,
long days long nights that I had not eaten.
Where did we go wrong, we had a plan,
against all odds we would stand.
left turn when we should have turned right,
long moments of silence, no rest, long nights.

Been a awhile now but I saw her the other day,
our eyes they met, then we turned away.
Could it be that we both miss each others spark,
or am I still blinded and lost in the dark.
How did our love stop, replaced with a teardrop.

Its been a year now and I'm still on my own,
to turn back time I would change my tone.
My mind slips back to us almost everyday,
but like the sands of time, that all went away.
For the love we had, a teardrop I shed,
for the teardrop I shed, I miss what we had!

Week has begun, its already started,
Woke up this morning laid in bed and I ……
Got out of bed and I stretched to get loose,
Headed on down, eggs and bacon glass of .....

Popped the garage doors, jumped in the ride,
Lunch coffee keys all by my ....
Traffic real heavy, good and thick,
Move out the way you stupid little .....

Gonna be a long day once again I’m late for work
Boss already seen me, I hate that little ....
Lots of work to do and its all piled up,
I’m in one of my moods I don’t really give a ....

Lunch time finally here and I’m ready to eat,
Salad fruit and meat but nothing really .....
The day is really dragging, what the hell,
Looking at the clock cause I’m ready to ....

Spoke to the new office person they was acting real cold,
Is it me, my breathe or they just an .......
Work day almost over and I got a new flow,
Looked at my watch and it finally time to ..

Work way behind me and I’m headed to the bar,
My lady waiting for me so I’m glad its not too …

I'd like to hang out every now and then.
have a few drinks make some new friends.
I feel so withdrawn am I making this too hard,
is it just in my mind, where should I start .

But I'm rough and I'm tough and I keep my guards up,
its hard to please myself a me, much less a us.
What if I let you in and you become my friend,
just to find out I got to start all over again.

Maybe I really should get out more, there's lots to do and explore,
new people to meet, new adventures to enjoy.
If I could get outside my head, a world with no pressures,
I would be like everyone else, am I the only one that measures!

Met a year ago, feelings on the low, heart strings didn't show.
And so it began, lovers and friends, lines blurred, feelings stirred.
Bottom to the top and back again, more than lovers we are friends.
In and out of relationships, but our secrets never slipped.

Heart beat on lockdown, starting to feel like a clown,
heart beat skips a beat whenever she's around.
I'm not sayin that I'm falling in love, but she to fits like a glove.
Could it be I underestimated fate or just a feeling that I'm too late.

As she walks down the aisle I feel it was all too much,
to have ignored my feelings I was way out of touch.
For my friend and my lover I wish her much luck.
Vows spoken my heart begins to sink,
eyes meeting she gives me a Wink.

Well here I sit at my desk another week before me.
Fake smile on my face, like I like this place,
just in case they want to fill my space.

That endless cycle of work to the weekend.
Got to love Friday, that's when we get that pay,
take a break time to play or just to lounge all day.

Monday thru Friday it just seems to drag , then the weekend does
a drive by... fast as hell.
I'm not mad at my job, I like what I do, got a friend or two,
that  helps me get through.

Work! No silver spoon to give me a pass, no hate... Maybe.
So here I sit at my desk like I'm on trial,
lets get this party started gonna be here for awhile.
Friday rolls up, then I start to smile.
Sunday night creeps in and then it's off to work again!