I left it here,
came back
a different person
searching for the same object.
Three years
of moving back and forth
searching for it,
frantically blind
in every nook and cranny,
in eyes filled with words only
I couldn't read,
in corners, seams,
**** even
web-like cracks on the walls.
I kept searching
til it drove me
mad.
They say lost objects show themselves
by the time you've stopped searching,
so I did.
I stopped searching,
see it's already lost.
We are both lost.
I don't know where to find it,
and I don't think it still remembers
its way
back to me.
I am sure I will get it one day just a broken piece I will take care the rest.