first
find the most interesting, beautiful, and important part of your figure;
observe with fresh eyes, and new hands
until you can touch the figure in your mind
but
do not hold him just yet.
transform him to his most basic and essential qualities.
observe the way light plays against his skin, the darker shadows under his neck, the curve of his lips
the muscles along his arms and blood in his veins
holding your brush with care, start an outline
go slow at this stage
find a way to capture his gaze.
a gaze away could mean disinterest or distraction
an animated gaze forward means your figure is engaged
next
trace him with your brush
focusing on the base of his neck,
his broad, naked shoulders,
his back and the curves that connect to his thighs.
when you have an outline: wait
wait until you hear the pounding of your own heartbeat
paint the feeling of his hands against your hips
wait until you feel his lips brush up against
the base of your neck,
your slender, naked shoulders,
your back
your stomach
and lower
at this very moment, you feel yourself painted by him
you become a shade, a highlight, a smudge back into the canvas
and he pulls you in closer
until you both become one image
you watch him as he takes your paint brush away
you are naked and you do not remember if he painted
your clothing off with a brush of his own
or if you took them off yourself
such trivial detail is not essential to the big picture
this is when the real picture is painted
when you yourself become a series of circles and textures
and your body no longer feels real
you are two figures, ready to be painted
you capture this moment.