To write
without hurting
myself
with the
very
thoughts
I want to
remember
forever...

To write
in order to
forget,
hoping that
the words
will ****** away
the memories
from me,
and I'd be a
new page again...

To see you
from afar
without
flinching at
my own
treacherous
heart's
weeping...

To smile
at the
smallest
things, menial
random pieces,
without
seeing
a ghost
of your
person....

To move forward
without
the shackles
you put
without
thoughts,
the heaviness
of your love,
of our past,
and our
seemingly
hopeless future.

To see your face
without remorse,
and smile
without
regrets and
say
'Hi'
to you
without
asking
another
'what-if'...

To
stay with
you
and still love
myself.

*because we both know that it's not just about love anymore