At times I feel like everything and everyone and the universe itself conspired against me. Henceforth, I feel like I been wronged the truth far beneath me. I cannot reach it I cannot grasp why has the love I longed for so late to come to pass
Stuck between sanity and insane
Am I going crazy or is this normal
All in all I feel the same
Been heart broken a billion and one times
Why has my kind heart and my gentleness been taken advantage of so many times
Perhaps I have to become a Wolf something I didn't want to be
All I wanted is to enjoy the rest of my days as a Lamb a Child of Christ...you see?

However, it's a world of ruthlessness and the wise say the good die young
So am I predicting my own death is that what must be done?
Let it be what God wants it to be
But if I were to depart soon let me leave a message to thee
Do not wage war against the Holy one for his reign is everlasting while the King of the Earth promises money,woman,fame and even a name he cannot take what the Holy One ordained...the promise of everlasting life whoever believe upon his name and his sacrifice shall be saved. Don't get it twisted you are to push and to strive for excellence in an orderly fashion for perfection in a your actions and sound judgement in your holy yet spiritual journey you have been in control of this whole time
Don't act out on what the fleshly desires want
Focus on slaying each and every single demon corrupting your temple a temple belonging to you and to God
Let Christ guide you through your spiritual struggles
Your worldly battles and your carnal pleasures
The fight is real your mind in an estate of despair
All alone writing this and the words that rhyme
All I want is peace
A quiet deepening feeling
I have hardened this soul of mine
Beyond the limits of my capability
Now the shell has rusted and become unbreakable
No one understands love all I know my love is unattainable
Sorrow and Lamentation are my only escape now
I am alone walking with Christ talking to God  
Some say am a lunatic
To some spiritually alive
But here I am God
Don't let me perish without acquiring everlasting life

Motives behind the force that drives my impulse of thoughts
All I know is am ain't getting younger
It's time to get my love life together
Lord knows when the time will be right for me to get what my heart desires
I'm still looking into the vast sea
Waiting and looking for the mermaid that will accompany this sailor an it's Captain come aboard my ship.
©Franko the Christian Poet