Sometimes, the pressure is so bad..
on the spiritual-shift,
that it feels as though I am right on the edge,
about to crumble--
as if all of Hell
is going to pull my soul and spirit
down in to it
an "un-willing" descension;
dragged down, in full ****** form
. . .
There is a death down there,
a life-swallowing horror--
My destruction, waits for me there
There are poor, broken-ones there
unfairly
held against their will, there.
I shudder as I think of the doom--
the retribution that awaits me
for anything.. for everything
I have done
that has dinged
his all holiness,
the one on the throne here--
the deceptive-one,
the hidden agenda, acquiesced..
the f oo ler of us all..
(the ******.)
but, then I smile to myself;
.. and then, I can't stop smiling.
the end
https://youtu.be/ayo75QnDnss