i got the feeling i am coming back to what i am really meant to do which is...FEEL the way i live and to pursue my dreams i have already dreamed of, i feel its nothing new my god is telling me to wake up and i am ready to open to my reality romances my life to a complete false character is dull i would rather be the human that feels all the emotions of rules i am human i make mistakes,but, it seems some expect more out of me than what i give. As if it isn't enough reaction. as if my bad days don't matter to the action this movie i dreamed of..left out the sad attractions it comes with. i breathe it all in. i take it with a grain of salt. I am not perfect. But, my heavenly father tells me i am just perfect the way i am. And if some can't accept my thoughts subtractions..than maybe i should move forward to the ones that feel the same satisfaction. sometimes the good things want to end.. because in other places there things that need my attention. May it be good or bad, there is always a balance in my smile that has some fractions. i repeat i am not perfect in my attractions. Though God loves me for who i am. In all sinful actions. I am moving forward with my divine guiders of peace and love within my past jacked sense. I will no longer allow the feeling of disappointment in my mind that tracts and miss. I am figuring out my love for my back to gained prints.
the day i thought it was okay to go back. Though i know it was never too late to do that. But, i feel like there is something i can do for myself without going back to this.