Dropping the line which struck me forcibly to my dad, he was intrigued and set on fire for the rest of the week: "It's as if I've lived and died, and find I am alive."
(sonnet #MMMMMMMDCXXVI)
I lived, and what? that fair world perished, whence?
Now in the golden eye of dawn t'avail,
As diamonds glitter on thet canvas, hale
Blue skies expansive, whileas snow from hence
In dazzling whiteness spreads 'round with a sense
Of ****** freshness, bitter cold's exhale
What drives us (IF we can) indoors to hail
Aught visions of beyond in warmth, ya, thence?
Dad urges I perhaps make what in tour
Lo, in a former life was sweetly to
Effect passe, yet he suggests I do
It like's some new frontier, though what he'd stir
Me to I did once all the time. In poor
Scuse I've lived, died, and now lo, nothing's new.
30Jan19a
Label it whatever you like, I don't care to argue the galling reality.