Staring at your back
As if you could feel me
But you've been so cold lately
That I burn myself into ashes
Waiting for you in the rain
As if you would come to me with an umbrella
But you've never come
That I drown myself in tears
Echoing your name in my dreams
As if you were my lullaby
But you don't even give a ****
That I collapse even more
If only you knew, if only you realized
If only you loved me back