Time has never flown for me.                 so I'm just waiting here,
It's just kinda stumbled around.             planted on even footing.
I know I'm only 25                                    I know there's nothing
but it feels like I've been here                  very artistic about this piece.
for 3 lifetimes...                                         It's more so just a diary entry...
Feels odd, at times -                                  but it's 5am and I'm tired
me still being alive.                                   and putting in the effort
                                                          ­           never got me anywhere.
Death isn't something I fear anymore
and there isn't really anything
here to look forward to