Lizbeth finds
dinnertimes
a right chore
sitting there
at the oak
table with
her moody
mother there
facing her
her father
glum as hell
beside her
and Lizbeth
trying hard
to ignore
both of them
its beef stew
thick gravy
and drowned out
vegetables
you're quiet
Mother says
anything
wrong with you?
nothing's wrong
Lizbeth says
gazing at
the beef stew
you've a mood
I can tell
Mother says
if the girl
wants silence
why complain
Father says
I know her
and you don't
Mother says
to Hubby
Lizbeth stares
at Mother
I'm just on
nothing else
Lizbeth moans
on the rag
Auntie's come
sandwich week
THAT'S ENOUGH
Mother shouts
rattling
the windows
I won't have
you talking
like that here
at mealtimes
it's not nice
Lizbeth stares
at Father
as he mouths
the beef stew
in silence
did you know
Lizbeth says
that Tudor
King Henry
the 7ths
mother was
married at
12 years old
and had him
at 13
Mother sighs
your point is?
that's my age
she sprouted
her king sprog
at my age
Mother glares
at her child
with her dark
angry eyes
Lizbeth thinks
of Benny
pretending
he's upstairs
in her room
stark naked
all waiting
eat your stew
Mother says
no more talk
of those things
outside it's
countryside
fluttering
butterflies
a bird sings.
LIZBETH AND HER PARENTS A MEAL AND A ROW IN 1961