I was thinking
    Thinking out loud
Did you hear me?
      ' Cause I screamed out so loud
    When I was Sinkin
          Sinking in my  mind
       And it was flooding
             Flooding through my eyes
          It drained to my cheeks
               Made a home on my dimples
             It drew its own map
It demacated its own boundaries
Boundaries restrictin me from being me
So am never the Archetect I wanted to be
How other people's greed will even eat you up
How other people's greed would love to drink from your cup
It drunk from my cup even ate me up
'Cause now I feel it all alone
Friends with hospitals at age 17
For you gave me to a man who never loved me
But used me and abused me for the something he paid you
It only happens to women so you can never understand
The acts of woman life before my age
Now my womb is wounded
   So I was thinking....
This cancer that I have
For you are the cause,
Will you bear my pain or Drink these pills everyday on my behalf???