*** is an equation
it seems
And I'm your calculator
Because when I'm with you
You know all the right buttons
to push
All the right combinations
to plug in
To make me your hand-held
property
Your relentless fingers
Unpausing
Pitiless
Unremitting
Lacking every sense of the word
"Mercy"
Despite my begging
My programming goes against me
And I'm forced
to spit out the answer
That you request
So because of your brutality
It's easier to lie
to myself
To lie and say
That I don't want
to keep making equations with you