It’s still there
The void inside
Dark and cavernous
Ready to draw me down
I thought I had dealt with this
But I just papered it over
Trying to be normal
Trying to survive
It doesn’t take much
To bust it open
To send me running
Looking to hide
There seems no end
To the grief I hold
It carries me with it
Lost and out of control
It’s not your fault
It was there before
Wounds from my past
Which have emptied me out
It’s time to face it
Go deep and howl
Let the sorrows out
Let the torrents flow
Surrendering thus
The endless waters calm
And in this moment
The light of love shines through
Cold and wintery the light
Penetrates my heart
I smile as I realize
I will always love you
I find endings hard...