oddly enough,
i feel nothing.
although i've said it countless times before;
i guess practice really does make perfect.
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im learning to enjoy the present moment
while still anticipating another.

perhaps you're right;
it is a man's world...
for if it still belonged to the nature of the "woman"
it would still exist
in perfect balance & harmony.
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im not saying that men have potentially f-cked everything up,
im just saying...
isnt this world
a man's world?

curiosity forms around my decision
to spend most of my days in my own company.
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i just cant find anyone to relate to...

before you expel your sacred energy on behalf of another,
ensure that you're doing it out of your own will.
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or else your motive will switch;
from save to destroy,
destruct &
carelessly deploy.
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people change,
moods too
& a certain sense of reality can prove itself over-whelming.
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while responsibilities can wreak havoc on an already decaying sanity;
they're holding onto what they think they need to exist...
so bear with them.

the school of ancient slave teachings,
disregard the 'negus'.
nothing new has came for ages,
& the land withers beneath us.
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no leaders,
just teachers following a script,
unfit.
the youth are help-less
& they need us.
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my 3 year old daughter
said she wants to save the "new-world";
we're all here on a mission
& im lost for words.

slaughter-house meals,
fear on a plate.
gun-shot wounded,
steroid stiffened;
disgrace.
mass-******,
mass-production,
mass-infection­;
mistake.

i've seen it;
so vivid,
the end of this world.
floods
& fire visuals,
spirit creatures come
in form of your deepest fear.
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humanity has died
& third dimensional beings have became so stagnant;
no longer interested in ascension
so no longer worthy of a space.
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want to know what's real?
seek mythology & folklore;
ever wondered why fairytales
become dismissive as you grow?
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the inner-child
holds open-mind,
& so reveals the true nature.
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imagination,
pretend-play
&
curiosity.
are you too grown-up,
or too adult to see?

spare the gory details,
slay the gods
with retail.
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only essence is material,
knowing nothing of imperial.
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black man,
get your money.
black man,
take your money,
buy your freedom.
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maybe some day we'll all be free.

romance films,
one too many.
way too caught up in the love stories;
no happy endings
cause they never really end.
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some say love lives on
beyond this physical reality.
to find a love that surpasses,
so immortal.
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insidiously complicated
yet i would give my last breath
to partake in just a moment
with a love that continues...
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on & on & on
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maybe love has really left planet earth.