...

Sweet verses
pour from my lucious mouth
plumped with the warmth
of sensuous  kisses

...

Soothed
by careful hands
crushed gently
into the breast of hope

...

surrounded
by the whisper of a beat
played by the arms of fate
invited by
a careless heart

...

I know pain is coming

...

I shut my eyes

tight.

For some small trace of your presence,
In heart or thought.
I ponder the length and breath of the universe
And how someone so closely knitted into me
can still be so far away.
One galaxy,
one star,
One sky,
one city.
in the ether of none of these things,
I find you.
I feel your longing,
your courage,
to keep me close to your soul,
Only far from your heart
That fraction of distance is enough.

Impossible chasm.

So deep and so far
the only way over it
is on the wings of hope
Mine are grounded.
An ancient injury,
further hindered by new wounds.
No matter how time flows,
how life unfolds,
you're still there
above me
hovering over my soul.

I look up to find heaven,

Just out of reach...

Another heartbreak,
another mess
...
emotions lost in translation
I can't hear you
or is it you can't hear me
behind that glass wall
...
You think youre so untouchable
....
Drowning out my pain
as if it wasnt your fault
and the blame is all mine too.
...
I guess theres no reaching you
you lip-read terrible.
...
the perfect piece off the wrong puzzle.
...
Or is that me?
...
I guess youre claiming
the rest too.
...
As if i'd be nothing
with out you
...
the tide has rolled in and out
turns out
im nothing
but ****** up with you.
...
Is it lonely there?
in your self-serving glass house?
...
where my rent is a costly amount
of dignity and sanity.
...
the future i had in my grasp,
i gave up so willingly
on a rescue
has me
playing the victim,
a role
i never cherrished or intended.
...
The script
has been written
The dire twist
is about to befall
Hovering over our heads like
an executioner's sword
...
- but
just like that,
that look,
that sincerity
makes it all ok.
...
I am ready to ***** over again
...


Well played...

Time rules this body and mind
But not this soul.
Searching the endless stars for my dark,
a chance to shine.
Quazars and lightshows glitter so bright,
Evious creations marvels of lightover pure darkness
thier beauty unpolluted by crossed over light.
how i long for you to wrap me up in your darkness,
how wonderfully bright my colours would shine for us, only knowing that your sacrifce, is mine
that each glorous showering lightscape,
pushes you deeper into a darker space
we can never let our true cores touch
or i shall be less me and you less you.
Our tipchasy never at an end
but always our favourite game,
the enless anticipation
of our truest selves on show
to see our colours of love again!
Till then soul love,
find dark and i will find you again.

I have nothing to say
But more than enough
running through my mind.
Vileness and coldness
take over the spaces of warmth
once occupied by love.

Pain left the scar
Love left the pain
You left the love.

Even if it was for only a moment
Too late.

The mark is forever.

And like the scar
our skins won't knit back together
the same again

The frequencies play white noise in my head.
cant seem to catch your tune.
The notes dont make sense the way we used to.
So I write echos caught in the caves of despair
Capturing faded signals from the cracks of light stinging my soul
And the endless night sky.
A meagre emotional existence
clinging to webs of hope
traced from star to star, galaxy to galaxy.
infinite strands;
none seems tethered to you.
Time is endless,
and the missing immortal.