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have you ever had a dream so good
that when you wake up
it hurts so bad?
Jun 2 · 34
peaceful thinking
Alaska Young Jun 2
I find peace in thinking
that I could settle somewhere
cold but green
being sustainable and nature-lover
May 23 · 38
impaled
Alaska Young May 23
i don't forgive easily
i hold grudge
tight and firm
i hold it like an impaled object
stabbed in me
afraid that if I make a slight wrong move
or have the courage to pull it off
i might bleed to death

help me.
-slight confession (part1.1)
May 23 · 20
happy days
Alaska Young May 23
How many of your days here are happy?
And how many of those are real?
It is my sincerest wish that you find real happiness.
Alaska Young May 21
Living in this world was never easy for me
to be honest i used to find peace in the thought of death
end of all - pains, sufferings, trials, heartbreaks
because why try hard to live when dying is hundred percent easier
I socialize, but deeply I hate human interactions
My mom used to tell me when she's mad
that I'm better off alone
And I must admit I'm really good at being alone
My best friend said that she can't imagine someone would tame my attitude, I'm twisted, complicated and I can't blame them
I don't even understand myself most of the time
May 14 · 248
mirrored
Alaska Young May 14
I hope you don't hate
the reflection you see
when u look in the mirror
Mar 20 · 34
not us, not anymore
Alaska Young Mar 20
They say,
If two people are meant to be,
In the end it'll be their story.

But after you left, I say
If we're still meant to be,
Then **** destiny
Jan 9 · 20
i get it now
Alaska Young Jan 9
it took--
countless sleepless nights
river of tears; ocean of sadness
dozen of prescribed pills
never-ending cycle of time travel to the memories we shared, half-hoping it'll happen again
years of doubting my worth
BUT I GET IT NOW
-----------------------------------
"Why you didn't stay?" I asked myself.
And the answer hit me like a thunderstorm stirring in a hot humid afternoon waiting to strike anytime:

"Some people came into our lives not to save us, but to teach us how to save ourselves."
i save myself today
Nov 2019 · 110
what overthinking did
Alaska Young Nov 2019
you started it with a nick
and end it
with a twinge
but it's my overthinking that
tore it apart
and broke my own heart
Oct 2019 · 240
Untitled
Alaska Young Oct 2019
i wish
"sorry"
can make
the pain
stops
Sep 2019 · 29
deaf by choice
Alaska Young Sep 2019
i think our biggest problem today
doesn't lie anymore
with not saying what we wanted to say
but
in listening only to what we wanted to hear
Sep 2019 · 457
Adult-View of Life
Alaska Young Sep 2019
life is a never ending series of
"I'll figure it out."
Sep 2019 · 129
hericane
Alaska Young Sep 2019
they say they will like you
until the storm within you starts stirring up
and blew them all away

and you were left alone
because
no one
no one
survived your storm
Aug 2019 · 186
i lost me
Alaska Young Aug 2019
i lost count of sheep
on waiting for you to tell me something
i want to hear

i lost track of time
on waiting for you to catch me
in this falling game

but above all

i lost myself
trying to be someone
you want me to be
Aug 2019 · 85
call me bitter
Alaska Young Aug 2019
you are nothing
but a distant lingering
memory
of who
i used to be
Aug 2019 · 28
to the sad ones
Alaska Young Aug 2019
your soul was made to stand the fire
burn the rage of sadness
and like phoenix rise from the ashes
Aug 2019 · 140
the first
Alaska Young Aug 2019
no one warns us
on the amount of pain
we'll endure for the first heartbreak

it'll either be
too much
or
too less

and in between is getting worse everyday
Jul 2019 · 50
hungry advice
Alaska Young Jul 2019
don't feed on memories
it'll keep you starving
Jul 2019 · 101
what i want to ask you
Alaska Young Jul 2019
why do you look at me
like i'm an easy thing to let go?
Jul 2019 · 468
what if vs. why does
Alaska Young Jul 2019
which weighs heavier?
the regrets of what did not happen
or
the memories of what had happened
Jul 2019 · 592
don't look at me that way
Alaska Young Jul 2019
your drunken eyes
keep telling me
a different story
Jul 2019 · 172
unspoken
Alaska Young Jul 2019
i hope the things we never speak of
aren't the same things we'll regret someday
Jul 2019 · 311
slowly
Alaska Young Jul 2019
i'm slowly learning that most people
want only my attention
not my heart

i
guess
it was too hard to handle
Jun 2019 · 409
Go on, girl
Alaska Young Jun 2019
People die
              and feelings change

       Feelings die
              and people change

                    but from the start,
                                              in between,
                                                           and in the end....
                                                                                                  life always,
                                                                                          always goes on..
and so do you.
Jun 2019 · 144
Hit and Bounce
Alaska Young Jun 2019
The harder you hit the bottom,
the higher you can bounce.
Jun 2019 · 49
we all hope
Alaska Young Jun 2019
i hope the things that made u cry
late at night
someday will make u smile
and turn your day bright
Jun 2019 · 133
3 types of day
Alaska Young Jun 2019
Best days
Ok days
Worst days

Which day are you living on?
Jun 2019 · 42
a friendly reminder
Alaska Young Jun 2019
we are not our failures
we are what we choose to become after those failures
Jun 2019 · 161
Untitled
Alaska Young Jun 2019
can you make this one loud?

let's learn to listen with understanding
not to prepare for our replies
May 2019 · 265
save me
Alaska Young May 2019
save me
from my thoughts

save me
from my demons

save me
from these pains

but most of all,

save me from you
May 2019 · 249
.
Alaska Young May 2019
.
I wanna hear you saying
"I love you"
But when you utter the word
I heard
"I'm sorry".
May 2019 · 58
True Love
Alaska Young May 2019
When do you know it’s love?
When you’re in love with yourself
as much as you are in love
with someone.

True love will tell you
that you are
worth
loving.
May 2019 · 43
every you
Alaska Young May 2019
I wonder how could I forget
something I just said
in a blink of a second
but couldn’t forget
every detail of you.
May 2019 · 45
raw
Alaska Young May 2019
raw
You gotta write what you feel,
when you feel it.
Rawness became so underrated these days.
May 2019 · 114
PAIN
Alaska Young May 2019
it can either make you fearful or fearless

choose wisely.
May 2019 · 51
Pain to Pen
Alaska Young May 2019
How did I learn to write?

When I learn, that pain can actually be a pen.
And blood turns to ink.
i learned writing in a hard way
May 2019 · 54
What else?
Alaska Young May 2019
They asked me why I’m sad.
And I tell them,
if you’re not happy,
what else could you be?
May 2019 · 33
Liar
Alaska Young May 2019
He tells me, he wouldn’t.
Yet he ******* did.
Alaska Young May 2019
I told myself I will forget you.
I didn't say I would do it.
Alaska Young May 2019
You can see different souls
in different perspectives
and sync with them
May 2019 · 34
happy enough
Alaska Young May 2019
i knew some who
stopped writing
perhaps
they were happy enough

i share in your joy
May 2019 · 45
...
Alaska Young May 2019
...
what's meant to be will always find a way
like a trapped water finding its way out
May 2019 · 385
A little less
Alaska Young May 2019
Everyone wanted to be happy.

Me, I just want to be a little less sad.
Alaska Young May 2019
People who are very cautious of
who can walk in and out
of their lives
experience pain in extreme way

You can't blame their hearts.
May 2019 · 182
Writing
Alaska Young May 2019
Perhaps that's the thing about writing
It demands sadness.
May 2019 · 87
Untitled
Alaska Young May 2019
my heart goes
to those
suffering
in depression and anxiety
sadness takes too much sometimes
May 2019 · 1.8k
Why
Alaska Young May 2019
Why
Why do you push people away?

"I want them to be happy."
Jan 2019 · 307
Untitled
Alaska Young Jan 2019
why do we become so much of what we're afraid to be?
Jan 2019 · 47
Home
Alaska Young Jan 2019
your smell is the closest
I've been to home
Jul 2018 · 84
Memories
Alaska Young Jul 2018
moments you shouldn't be visiting
quit tripping over them darling
i'm telling you, it's dangerous
it's like intentionally tripping again over the same rock
to willingly fall on the same spot you've been
it hurts
you already knew that
and it's ridiculous to be hurt by choice
it's crazy to made a mistake twice
so stop doing autopsies on memories
that died long ago
it's not worth it
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