After you left me,
You know how you told me that talking to me tore you up?
I finally figured out why.
It wasn't me that was tearing you up,
But the shards of my heart.
You shattered my heart,
And any time you come around me,
You are gonna get cut by the shards that haven't been picked up.
How can I pick them up myself?
Nobody else is here to help pick them up either,
So you, nor anybody else, will ever be able to get close to me again.

It's done you won the war
You don't want me anymore
You kissed other guys
You fed me only lies
& all I did was give it another try
Show you why I would die
To be by your side to ride or die
Until the end but you chose him
I guess you let him win
Kissed him with sin
No love and no glove
That's fine stay with him
Playing hard to be mine
To him you made it easy
Faker acting all cheesy
Go ahead love him with lies
Cuz your heart knows where it lies
I'm done you won have fun
With the boy that means nothing
The girl that means nothing
Expect I won't die
Give your all to that other guy
I guess he's your lovers lullabie
Goodnight sleep tight

That's just my story
And don't worry
I'll never forget you
Or regret you
I found you
Then I lost you
I can't stop my heart
Not even my thought

From afar, I look at him
In a crowded place, my eyes search for only him;

From afar, I listen as he starts talking
It sounds like angels singing;

From afar, I see his smile as he walks by
It feels like I am lifted up high in the sky;

From afar, I will love him with all my heart
Even though it seems like we are worlds apart;

From afar, I feel like he is mine
Wishing our hearts would someday intertwine;

From afar, I dream of him
And I know it is only there that I will have him
'Coz I know this is just a one sided love
His love, I cannot have.

I guess i'm not sleeping tonight.
My mind is racing about thoughts of you.
You, ******* you.
What is so ******* great about you?
What attracts me to you?
Is it the way that you don't give a **** about anyone?
or how you put the cigarette between your lips,
and let the smoke fall out?

You're not worth my thoughts.
You've ****** me over way too many times.
You're a ****, a ***, my ******* love.

God I wish I could get you off my mind for good.