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 Oct 2015 spacedrunk
argus
sex
 Oct 2015 spacedrunk
argus
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we spent hours
fitting together our bodies
like two voices
reaching through dissonance
in search of unison
like a ritual
like a dance
Searched high and low
No footsteps or trace of her
She ventured of into the unknown
I lost her without realizing
She let go
My hand so far outstretched
I blindly grabbed into the crowds
Caught only dust
And the scent of her perfume
A lovely goodbye
I dreaded for so long
I held her from birth
In my very own infant hands
Watched her grow
Ran around the yard so many times
We left a pathway so pops didnt have to mow
Swimming together at Papa's
Too many memories
And I'll curse the heavens of every religion
For taking her away
For not letting me be strong enough for her
Why did she leave
Why did she let go
What purpose do I have without her
I should have been the one to go
I have nothing
I'll always be this broken man
Longing for another chance
To fight a war I'll never win
But if it means saving her this time
I'll wage war with titans and gods alike
I lost her
Never found myself
I know oneday I'll find her
In that old sandbox we played together in
Or swinging on that old swing set
We had our first kiss on
I know she's waiting
So maybe I should let go
Fall into her arms
Let her hold me like she lost me
While I love her
Till she finds me in the darkness
I created when she left
I thought we were written in the stars
When in reality,
We were just scrawled messily in a bathroom stall
Fools by Troye Sivan
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 Sep 2015 spacedrunk
Nemo
The sun is coming up soon.
Its been hiding,
just like the rest of us.
From harsh conversations with
harsh people that poke at your soul,
and make your morals into a joke.
But your freckles embody the comfort that your smile dances with,
and your teeth chew lightly on the threads of the world.
But you whisper that you like to bite.
So bite hard.
With passion.
Fervently,
until you feel yourself chiseling away
into the broken threads
with broken shards of people
who can’t help to notice
the slight hint of sexuality,
most recognizable
by a light scent of perfume
masked by a stronger scent of humanity.
Which is broken too,
but less
like the painful splinter of bones
and more
like the fresh pop of a soda can.
I guess the shot-like bite of a cold sprite
isn’t really a coincidence.
But I don’t think anything really is.
But if nothing’s a coincidence,
then that would mean
I’m supposed to be here,
and you’re supposed to be there.
And I guess the world has a way
of cycling here’s and there’s to the point
that it’s just here or not.
Here or gone.
So if I look into your eyes,
and see time rolling forward
with the wave of your hands
to the petrified rhythms of ****** music,
I hope I will see past the present,
and into the tear
between your body and existence,
where your brain plays
with infinite grains of sand,
tossing them at mountains
trying to recreate the earthquakes
that brought them from the surface.
I hope you live.
I hope the black streaks
flowing with your tears
trace down your face into a heap
of emotion in your chest.
Because that is living.
Regardless of
good or bad,
joy or grief,
the tears form out of pure feeling,
ardent intent of the most innocent nature.
Alive, and full.
And in a place so dead and empty,
it helps to have
a few people like you
around.
For Tess.
 Aug 2015 spacedrunk
Creep
Home
 Aug 2015 spacedrunk
Creep
The stars will guide you home,
my mother once told me.
So I looked into your eyes,
and let myself be brought
back to where the heart lies,
home.
Home
by Edward sharpe and the magnetic zeros
 Jul 2015 spacedrunk
Creep
It was late-
The type of late that makes you forget everything
And make you feel anything.
When everything swirls around you
And truths invade.

The truth I came to realize?
I truly love you.
You are worth it all.
Tired of singing the blues
By lana del rey
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