Pen me a thousand verses
of hatred, of love, of peace;
pen me a thousand verses,
o'er those clouds of sorrows.

Pen me a thousand verses
to sail the ocean of emptiness,
accept failures of bygone days,
for there is always tomorrow.

Cry the most beautiful pain,
pen a thousand verses again;
shadow of fears will then end,
moon will illumine the night.

Pen verses for a heart to mend,
profound words are explained,
'nother chapter of life will begin;
pen verses of the journey's fight.

I don't know what is this feeling
my eyes kinda burning
my head's kinda spinning
and my heart fastly beating
all the memories flashing
like a recorder ever playing
this is so frustrating
I don't know what does this mean

--

*probably, been missing.

she choked her up with--
"you don't understand"
after for decades being with her
and it hurts so bad

she ripped her heart with
"no you don't get it"
after they've been through together all the time
thus it hurts really bad

---

she told her all her bitter
she asked her for the shoulder
she begged her for home
she gave her all without a pause

yet "the don't understand" stings the most.