desperately knotted
impossibly turned
lustily latent
unknowingly learned

relinquish my sleep
with your contrary gaze
pray on your knees
and stray in your laze.

god he hath written
of all we'd a done
with god I am smitten
a blasphemous son.

stray light for wander
and exodus days
somehow left focused
on all of our ways

I know hath we wonder
of where we were one
i'll show thee another
in life we had won.

i remember our first
outing by the sea
coffee in hand
you showed me markings
with meanings
and some without
you showed me you
but just a bit
and I remember we ran
you ran so gracious
and bit by bit I learned you
I am a student of you
and we'd live
by that window
we'd sleep
we had  many nights
by that window
sealed shut
and left across
outside
looking in

sweet summer grass we lay
sweat soft gently trickling another
swear sent oft we say
we vent our woft sick smother

I haven't written for a while
You give me nothing to write
About. I feel like i am whole.
Id like if you could stay a while.

dollar bill for whinnie
but save the rest for me
god you are so ******
in terms of company

toast me golden brown
don't burn me here
but dont turn it down
that is my greatest fear

hands made of leather
we keep together tight
and if we share sack'd feather
we'll make it through the night

maybe i'm a nando
and you are cheeky too
maybe i'm a rando
a fool i am for you

strike me like mike
stroke bow wows career
in the end he was like
a hippies brazier

words of our fathers
shooting like stars
if we were like others
we wouldn't go far

happiness in latex
depression in socks
swollen in ***
haplessness mocks

just in case you wander
i wont let you stray
and if you ever wonder
night will become our day.

insecurities consume as we fan our flame
knowing the end will be the same
as before we embarked here,
casting anywhere(.)
shadows reaching out together
consuming sun kissed land.
with the wind in our sail
we can't possibly fail
so never let go of my hand.
once mornings blanket wake'
we sober up once again
no more of this we take
until we try again.

I was going to send you
a ridiculously long message,
one where I say everything I feel,
perfectly punctuated,
immaculately articulated;
but, you leave me alone with words
like the more i use
the lower their value plummet
so ill send an ok
and never see your summit

I'm not something
that exists
only when you need it.
I'm alive
twenty-four seven;
Don't use me
to curb your boredom,
when your
plans fall through.
When everyone else
is tired of you,
what is going to happen
when I am too?

I watched a softball game
two girls during warm-up
tossing a ball-
flirting
with each iteration
they took a step back
with each step
they were growing closer
more personal
falling in love
with a ball
and a glove

All the while I called
I hoped you wouldn't answer
so I'd seem less clingy
and as you do
I didn't
and i'm still alone
waiting here
next to the phone.

I'm the cyanide you keep
tucked gently between
your teeth and your cheek
swallow me
at the end
unsure of the first
but certain
to last.

****** my hero in
everything i do
****** we populate
an empty ******* room
****** my heroine
you saved me from the crash
hero in my ******
i'm addicted to your flash
here without my
******

yeah, I have promised myself that I would overcome,
be an unstoppable force and extinguish the sun.
encircle your moon, apologetic sounding words, hard.
I slowly evaporate touching your lips.
breathe me in, your atmosphere.
but I fear all.
and then you
see, you
mist.

inferno
what for?
we both ignite;
as if we both
feed the fire. burn higher
your combustion, smoke screen, cloudy judgement.
wild flames dance together melting as one.
hot sonnet of pleasure and pain, ending never,
them speaking no words but saying everything ever.

fire of my *****
fruits of a feather
never gonna be together forever.

for what it’s worth
It’s not that bright
hoping you enjoy the night.

absolutely disgraceful
impossibly said
behold asphalt
and off
with your
head