crack in the spackle
tied in a not
heaven forgive
as earth has forgot
the weight of a soul
not by acts of their own
heaven for bid
accident prone
**** shuck and shackle
addicted to fauxne
you'd think it forbade
until every drop of blood is weighed

I've spent much time in recent days
overcoming my old tired ways
I've seen myself for what I were
and after all I'm still quite sure
without you I am not

I've cleaned up my old tattered dreams
unwoven all my scattered schemes
I've searched throughout my entire lot
of all my treasures that I've got
without you I am not

I've lots regrets and mistaken paths
I've killed my rage and soothed my wraths
I've cast you spells and prayed your way
though it hard to finally say

without you I am not.

Do Re Mi Fa
Fad I. Rome
redo if am
Fameroid
So La Ti Do
do it also
todo: sail
loot dais
O' tidal o's
Do So A ReaL iDio(M/T)  
F

I *** I sneeze I *** and ****
to HEPO sheep my **** is art

Do not mistake the art
for the artist
if you're trying at all
you're trying the hardest

im the son of a gun, speak my name and i'll shoot
a bullet **** smoke, left the cover in soot
the ensuite ensured entropy disabled
disaster dictates what destruction enabled
they ramble and sweat, their decisions are rash
through brambles, and yet, all others were trash

I write logs and graph our calls
I guess I couldn't hear the fly
slowly writing on the walls
your cursive eludes me, why?
What goes around didn't come back this time
but when entropy reverses our cold breath
and you **** me back in, I'd like to meet death
I'm sweating now; but, I won't die a heat death

in crati gula /te
from graticulate
on the fence
between your horizontal
below and above your vertical
I am divided
I am de-vi-de
6

psychobaths vs stinkophrenics

Behold!

a fool dressed as you remember he

but did you know him? or did you know of him?

he'll let go of the coattails that once led

and be left behind.

my ------- grows and blossoms once more
though at this point I am no longer sure
just what was that moment that finally said
we'd be better off never, we'd be better off ----

I continue to water and tend to its root
with dirt covered hands my heart follows suit
the soot grime like lacquer left stains on my soul
training my scene as my choices take toll

life is a light bouncing
to and fro
re and de-flected
not often respected
do you like what you see?

to whom do you preach when it's all only you?
can you convince one young man he were two?
convincing conniving confounded connections
reordering words and thoughts in directions
you might not have thought until push went to shove
if the shoe fits it will fit like a glove

but from my verbose vernacular illusions
we come across and throw out our new found conclusions
for order was out there and the going was tough
born into smoke and we're gone in a puff

why turn my eye
if happy to see
our easy through and between

learn of pain
use your breath
so they must give out
that same nature


he makes by hand
the world
the truth

more gain
you grow
from who
I'd know

I made the neighbors move,
it must have been my feet.
stomped around a bit too much
they've run off down the street.

man upstairs no longer cares,
he's senile for the sound.
landlord is out, have no doubt,
for the rent he'll be around.

I made the neighbors move,
It certainly had to be.
could it have been my voice
that caused them all to flee?

I know they always talk,
of my ever constant noise.
I have not yet met them,
yes I've never had the choice.

I made the neighbors move,
you know it to be true.
they did not want to leave,
they simply never do.  

I hear them leave for work,
or school so they can learn.
I made the neighbors leave,
don't think they will return.

not once have I seen them,
just when did they move in?
where exactly do they stay,
and tell me where they've been.

I made the neighbors move,
I swear they're never here,
so don't think to move in,
I'll make you disappear.

as the hunger churns,
I swallow my nerves
no time left
though I yearn.
in a pickle,
pain preserves

Nightly they fought featured ferocious
splitting the hedge, persona mitosis
sit on the edge, Arizona atrocious  
basking it baked in the asphalt's steam
tasking in takes no faults it seems
tightly wound taught in fortified seams
consumed with backrooms they live in their dreams
closer to closure without words being said
exposure mediocre as they burn up the bed

candle wax and incense
the lies that we weave
in all of this nonsense
what do you believe
do you think it's all just
and right in the end
do you think that you must
survive for a friend
a pittance of praises
are all ye can do
as the water raises
Jesus, the canoe

pit full of ****
where I took a poo
steep and deep
kind of like you
digested dictation
slide slender slurry
expedited expression
and all in a hurry
pumping til you die
spurt **** spout
and cover us all
never be without
a smothering wall.

curiosity killed the cat,
yet left me on the floor,
although I know
I have begged and spat,
I always come back for more.

failure has feasted upon my esteem
and made me a mockery so it would seem
it's tricks have alluded to bettering ways,
yet leaving me lost, indecipherable maze.
perfection exist as a dream.

Direction has driven my wires crisscrossed
convinced of the letters i had left untossed
Now upon my arrival
I've become homicidal
and will **** all those memories lost.

profiteer of suffering
you envy every man
tell me when the waters flow
you surely have a plan?
indulgence in dystopia
i hope your wealth is growing
I pray on the day of ropes
it is your blood that's flowing
Euro trash a market crash
lets write you up a check
when the markets do their last
i'll come and snap your neck.

The vaccum of space. I'm missing.
Endless ethereal nothing, reminiscing.
Take me back to the void.
I wont ask to leave ever again.

We never saw
Eye to eye
Except once
It destroyed me
I wanted a fight
A debate, disagree
Fraudulent perspective
I lied with my eyes
Through lows
I died in your thighs
Furlough
All our highs
When I said its over
Needed your disagree
But you nodded and said
It's not you, It was me
Dont do it again
But if you did
I'd pretend
to agree.
I was meant for you
But you're not for me.

I just want more of your words.

Reminiscing in the *******
A medicinal tradition, transient wishes
Flowers and seeds, transitions of power
5 miniature needs, Sign out of line
Time went tock tick, Just tell me you're mine
You're on me, a tick, **** from my soul
Fly on my wall, Don't die for this goal
I'll watch you forever, And catch you in fall
Release comes Whenever
Yet never, at all.

Sudden slip softly spoken
Past pursed lips,
My trust is broken.
Forced flashback ill-gotten.
Franken-furter, falsely forgotten.

uncertain in love,
even less so in life.
Love, I am certain
You made a mess of my life.

lips of an angel
eyes of a snake
The devil wore prada
But yours are just fake.

God made me.
In his image
before there was light.
and after he saw me
he then made the night.