that first night,
you took your finger and pointed to the top of my head,
then traced a line between my eyes,
down my nose,
over my lips,
my chin,
my neck,
to the center of my chest.

it was so surprising,
I knew I would never mimic it.
That one gesture would be yours *FOREVER.

...
I needed love
Sure I can love myself
But a love from someone else
I think, is incomparable
They say it's one of the most incredible feeling a human can have while he lives.
And I agree.
I haven't experienced it personally but that "love" looks sweet on the movies I've seen.
It seemed amazing on the books that I've read.
And I think it'll be more of both and many more.
I can't wait to have the privilege of experiencing such "LOVE".
A love that will break me free from all the doubts I've had for myself.
And renew me by accepting me for what I am and what I'm not.
...

This is me praying that this was the very first page,
not where the storyline ends.
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again.
This words I held back as I was leaving too soon.
*I was enchanted to meet you.

There is longing in his eyes..
He wants to hug her, touch her, feel her,
listen to her voice, hear her laugh,
But he knows this is not their time yet.

So he drowned himself with the image of her.
For in his heart he knows that the right time will come,
That *she will be his and he will be hers.

I'd like to give myself some 'alone time'.
Where I don't have to worry nor think about anything.
Where I can actually remind myself that I am capable of breathing.
Just lie on my bed, stare at the ceiling without having to think about what I have to do tomorrow.

I want to give myself a moment of "nothingness" if there's such a thing or if it's possible.
because sometimes - there's just too much of everything.