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 Aug 2014 jennifer ann
Iris Rebry
I'm the one starting all the conversations
Not they.
I'm the one pumping in words
Like I was trying to pump in oxygen
To keep them alive.
Not they.
I'm the one asking questions,
Looking like an absolute idiot,
Or sounding so smart they don't want
To talk to me.
No, not they.
I depended on them.
They said burden us with your rants
Your thoughts
And sorrows.
But yet they never reply.
I am once again alone.
And could someone please tell me why?
 Aug 2014 jennifer ann
Stevie Ray
you know one day I just.. try not givin a **** man, you know what I mean?

I don't know what to feel
..
Struck with utter sadness
I allow my myself a moment to feel this weak
Want to shed tears, but I can't
frozen behind my eyes
as I struggle with this defeat
can't accept these feelings
pride of ice
this loss won't take the rest of me
with you..
this loss won't take the rest of me with you..
this loss won't take the rest of me with you..

It's like you pick apart my brain and you get inside. I got so much to say to you but little time.
..
Never thought I'd be the one leaving..
saying leave me be
not when you had my unquestioned loyalty
Never thought I'd never see you, see..
I'm feeling feeble, weak
weazly, bleak
is this really me?
no. I allow myself to feel this weak
It's just momentarily..

I wonder would it still be worth it if I give a try? Or am I lying to myself this really is goodbye
Man **** it, I'mma **** it up and walk away.

I turn my back towards you
cut bonds
let shots miss..
..James Bond..

I look in front of me..
Eyes steady on my own path
..
I really got a set of goals now and I can't slow down, I don't think I'll know how
...
Ever since you been gone I just been tripping out, I made a left and a right and I took a different route
..
I'm fighting to get my strength back
..
After walking for a while I see something.
An Angel
Eyes Hazel
My world ascends in Chaos.
I'm moving along, I'm moving along, I go out with a bang
Inspired by music. Song lyrics in *italic*
Tracks: Moving Along - Merkules & Give me a call - Merkules
 Aug 2014 jennifer ann
Ocean Blue
An ocean between you and me
Six weeks of common memories
Little things of you
So clearly I remember
Blurred feelings about me you say you keep
Though, so much together to be built
If we do not talk
It does not mean
That we don't miss each other.  
If, for whatever reason,
We keep a distance
It does not mean
We forget each other.
Too late.
Your mind is in my neighborhood,
For good.
 Jul 2014 jennifer ann
Stevie Ray
This life of mine..
This mind of mine..
This body of mine..
Seriously..
I'm twisted, I have to be..
A freak
how can one forget to eat?
to stressed for breakfast
can only be relaxed
when an automatic
rests against my head..
I only sleep when I'm close to death
Push my face deeper in the pillow of my bed
to the point I pass out, when the muscles in my body
forcefully relax
and I can finally sleep
enjoy dreams from the time of where I cease to be
seeing diseased poisoness needles injected into me
memories of where my Angel's leaving me
visions of times where it might become permanently
ingraved in me
Scars on my heart
wishing I'd have scars carved in my flesh
Rather have a concious operation
on every part of my body
than feeling this pain everyday
untill my mind will collapse
wake up everyday with regret
that I didn't die yesterday..
but..
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