I write so my head feels less messy,
I write so my chest feels less heavy.
My lungs seems less full,
When I spill the word out of my soul.

Something feels eerie
Something feels creepy
I can’t relax anywhere
All I’m asking is where?
Where is it?
I’m getting scared of it
Where do the eyes lead to?
All I know is, it shouldn’t lead to you

I feel like I’m stuck being a actor
Just because of a stalker
Stuck perfecting myself
Stuck being a toy for yourself
I swear I’m not paranoid
But I keep seeing humanoid
Figures

Sometimes, I wake up to see a shadow
In the window
A shadow of a human figure
Sitting right there
It gives me the chills
Or a shadow behind my doorway
Just so that way
He can watch me go to sleep
But I always weep
Haunted by nightmares while being conscious
Always cautious
Always feeling eyes trained on me
They are hiding in places where I cannot see

Eyes on the back and front of my head
Laying in bed
Doing mundane tasks
Yet, I have to ask
Why do I feel these unwanted eyes?
Eyes among I?
Making me feel nauseous every single time I sense their eyes
Making me scared when I feel their eyes
Covering up myself
Making myself as still as an elf
Feeling their eyes even through the cameras of my devices
I just wonder what the price is
Just to make them go away

Please, I beg
Make this feeling go away

All you do is run your mouth
You're making everyone's lives go south

All you are is annoying *******
****** cowards
Never crossing the 7 seas
Might as well join the psych ward
Because of how insane y'all are
All bark, no bite
Let's see how you'll fly under the radar
It's quite the sight
Leaving yourself so vulnerable 
Making yourself so useless
Making yourself appear disabled
Opening up the list
Naming several reasons why
Making yourself look like a needy ***** that wants attention
None of it is being truthful to the eye
It all looks like you just have an obsession
You're so sensitive that it makes me laugh
You're so annoying that you make me laugh
In pain
Again
While I'm trying not to rip your organs out

So weak yet so slow
You have such weak blows
Every single shot I take
You think I'm at stake
All I say is "What the **** was that?
I couldn't even be hit by a bat?"
Not even a tiny pinch?
Do you even know how to throw a punch?
Can you even try without throwing the same insults every time?
Because you do every time
Find some other insult then return to me
Fix your grammar, then return to me
Okay, old lady?
You probably can't even hear me
You're deaf to a certain degree
You don't even know how to navigate your phone correctly
You don't even know how to navigate your TV correctly (before putting a virus on the ****** device that has to hear your voice)
You really thought you ate
But all you did was eat
And eat
And eat
OH **** THEY ARE ABOUT TO EAT THE WHOLE SOLAR SYSTEM-

Accusing people who have wrongs in the past
Accusing people of their wrongs that happened in the past
Making me seem like I'm not "disturbed" 
In your herd
You're making yourself to look like a clown
In it's gown
In a circus tent
With no one else except your little friends inside
You're trying to make yourself so intimidating 
But everyone and everything just laughs at your acting
You're trying your hardest to out live us
But you weigh as much as 50 buses

Look at me in my eyes
Why do you even try?