Fiery rays of white
awaken the dark soundless night.
  They trickle,
   They dance,
    They make the night seem blissful,
      and parade down in a line of melting silver,
        sending a shiver into the dark nights colour.

Through the clouds of grey
a sky awaits.
And even though it can't penetrate the floor
the grey makes,
it will find a way for the sun to shine
Tomorrow or the next day

Its an addiction.
Its a disease.
And once you get caught, your soul will never be free.

Some gamblers want money, others fun
but the worst kind of gambler is the compulsive one.

They play for pleasure, that come from risks,
even if its not just money they gamble in.

I’m happy
(I’m depressed)

I love myself
(I hate myself)

I can’t wait to live my life
(I can’t wait to die)

I am lucky to have my friends
(why do they even like me?)

I have a family who loves me
(and I continue to disappoint them)

I am an excellent student
(I can’t focus in school)

I want to travel the world
(will I even live to do that?)

I’m fine
(I’m not fine)

I’m perfectly okay
(please help me)

Well...first I'd probably pay off all my student loans

And with the rest of the $10, i don't know.....

Chipotle or taco bell maybe?