some people hate themselves for who they are
others hate themselves for what they've done
but me, i hate every breath that i breathe
i messed up; i was so sure that he was the one
i cry myself to sleep every night
because i know that i am to blame
for breaking what we had apart
i was the one playing the game
*i slept with a guy i hardly knew
simply because he batted his pretty eyes
told me he would love me forever,
i was silly to believe those lies
when being honest means that i lose everything
its really ******* hard to actually do
but i had to tell the truth for real
and the truth baby, i think it made me lose you
i ****** up big time. not just once, but over and over and over. and i really don't know if he will forgive me or if he will ever take me back. but i love him so much and i cant live without him in my life. advice would be really great right now.