Dear younger me, where have you gone?
It saddens me to think it’s been so long.
I miss your smile, the way your eyes lit up.
The happiness that overfilled your cup.
You were carefree, your heart untouched by sorrow.
At peace with yesterday, today, tomorrow.
When did it start? the whispers made of lead;
The lies that swarmed like flies inside your head.
They told you what you were wasn’t enough.
They touched your creamy soft skin and made it tough.
You clung to every whisper, every lie.
Believed you weren’t enough, with just one try.
I’m sorry for not sticking up for you.
For not reminding you of what was true.
Instead, I hurt you more, destroyed your pride.
Made you forget the girl you were inside.
I pity you, your heart was so naïve.
I’m sorry for what I made you believe.
I didn’t mean to speak to you so rough.
I’m sorry for not loving you enough.
Try to remember who you were, for me.
Before the world told you who you should be.