Shah Ahmed Farouq

Shah Ahmed Farouq Oct 2020

Help Me!
I am screaning inside
The pain that I hide
For all this while
Is messing with my mind
It comes on a certain time
And all I could do is cry
Save me!
From all of this thoughts
Feelings I have caught
The pain that I have fought
Cast in certain doubts
My mind screaming out loud
My heart trying to find a way out
Leave Me!
If the feelings have changed
Through these passing days
Let us both become estrange
Only to look in a glance
Never to hold hands
Never to speak again

Shah Ahmed Farouq Sep 2020

Footprints

People leave traces
Like footprints on the shore
Memories that come and go
Of fimiliar faces
Now seems so foreign
What used to be constant
Is now left as a remnant
As we kept our distances
Hoping that like footprints
The sea will clear all of it
As the waves hits the sand
Only to find out
That the footprints still remains

People leave such impact in our lives and eventhough we try to forget

#memories

Shah Ahmed Farouq Sep 2020

Quarter of a lifetime

A quarter of a lifetime
Are all of the years
That I have lived
The word goodbye
And all of the tears
Aching with no relief
Remembering the smiles
Laughters that I hear
Is something I would miss
And yet all those moments
Frozen forever in time
Are for mine to keep
But never to relive again

a quarter of a lifetime

Shah Ahmed Farouq Jul 2020

Smitten

I was worried for myself
The moment I had my eyes on you
I knew what I have felt
There was nothing much I can do
Because it was too late
My heart was smitten for you

Shah Ahmed Farouq Feb 2020

Memory

If there was a way
Would you still love me?
Would you still care?
At the end of the day?

I ask myself a lot
If what we felt was real
Keeps playing in my thoughts
Though our fates are sealed

It is the end of the road
But I appreciate the journey
Even if it's hard to let go
Us is my favourite memory

Memory

#memory #us

Shah Ahmed Farouq Feb 2020

Truth

The was a part of me inside
I knew that was going on
That someday you might
Prove that I was wrong

I wanted to believe in you
But the truth speaks
Secrets I never knew
Horrors I would never believed

I thought it was real
The bond that we made
This act made my mind ill
Thinking of your mistake

I hope you thought this through
Knowing it made me suffer
For having faith in you
Thinking you were better

But I have come to realise
The moment I left you behind
With all of your lies
Peace came into my mind

Sometimes you got to let go and face the music

#truth