I always thought that the truth was something that would set your mind at ease and help you sleep at night. I was told telling the truth was good and not telling it was bad. So why when you tell the truth it hurts so much? Why does it tare you apart from the inside out? Why does it make you cry, Why cant you ever bring yourself to love and trust the person who hurt you so bad? I was always taught to trust but how can i trust when it is so easy to be hurt by that trust you give away? I have been hurt with the trust i gave away so the next time you ask me why don't you trust, I'll say because I'm tired of getting hurt.

If I'd known that five thirteen
On the seventeenth
Would be the very last
Before "I love you" became the past
I wouldn't have left you alone
I'd have said "around you I feel at home"
Because I will love you always
But my hearts as empty as these hallways
Because now you'll never love me back
And now whole world's turning black
Because my perfect angels gone
But still my love burns on

As it always will.

How should i know what to do? You never tell me how you feel, or what you need. I love you with all my heart, but  don't know how to help you. I feel you slipping, and becoming what you said you never wanted to be. Tell me how to help, tell me what you need. I don't want to lose you, you are everything to me, my heart, my soul, my sister, my family. So why can;t i help you. I feel helpless to you, I need you,I love you, and I will never lose you. So please let me help. <3