Giving you my heart would be easy
And loving you would be easy;
if it wasn't for him.
him and his hands
him and his lips
slurring disgust while grabbing my hips
him and his voice
him and his eyes
I would tell you the truth but you'd only believe his lies.
It was like being shoved under meters of water
gasping for air, reaching for the sunlight above
but i just kept sinking and sinking and sinking.
swallowing all the words that longed to leave my mouth, it was like choking on water
while just sinking and sinking and sinking.
somedays I'd just let it happen, because what could I do, who would listen?
the feeling of his thrusting on my back, it was numbing
the way his voice would slither into my ears saying, "shhhhh just hold still."
that voice was chilling.
and no one even noticed, no one even cared.
I am trying to give my heart to you and I am trying to give my love to you, but his hands leave scars that I'm not ready for you to see.
So until you reach out your hand for me to hold
I'll just keep sinking and sinking and sinking.

Sinking I'm sinking
With the every drop of rain
Falling from the sky
Reminds me again & again
Not off you oufcourse
But,off that time
The time we spent together
Underneath the grapevine
Soft touch of bunch of grapes
And,the valley of flowers
Alongwith the gentle breeze
Touching us like an eternal bliss
How can you forget?
How can I survive?
Without you
My Love
Even for a while!
Sinking I'm sinking
For rest of life
Into the world of dark
Far from divine
Please,be with me!
Or,rescue me at once
Otherwise,I've to bid 'Goodbye"
Forever..........
Sinking I'm sinking
Please,let me alive!!!-Written on 26.09.2012