Love is like seasons
You are winter and I am the fall
©Sahirbhat

Earthly green to feverish red
autumn
i’ve missed your cold warmth
brown, to red, to a faded auburn
you’re my autumn leaf
i still admire you from a safe distance
These strange autumnal rains
make old wounds feel new with pain
The nights are long and dark
Mornings far away
Voices pitched and stark
The skies are low and grey
I write you when you fall
no chill like autumn's air
to brace my  soul.
©Sahirbhat

I am in a haze today it's cloudy and beautiful outside I just want to be me now but how do i become me if there is no you?
When ink joins with a pen, then the blank paper can say something
You broke my heart and left it burnt
Ashe's falling instead of rain from the grey sky
Remember that my heart was once an open door I let you in and you loved me from my skin unto the core
You were with me through happiness and worse,
through peace and battle
You where my faithful companion in this life's hustle
As i write it down my pen bleeds as it's ink seeps
In the garden of love i feel like a ****
You used to trumpet my mind away
He still water the seeds of sorrow with his tears and feed them with the manure of old memories
He bares his soul for us to feel .
ésahirbhat

Patience is a virtue, she said with a smug smile
Her word's triggered a bitter memory

Out of everyone of you who broke my ****** heart there was one where i broke your's first
Still keeping your memory in the closet
Writing this is like smoking a cigarette
My toxic word's slowly **** me
There was a time
When we met for the last time, leaving my mark on your unkissed lips
And joining every line on your hands with my own
A feeling inside me
For i know by nature's law
The living does not belong with the dead........ We were young
And prone to basic love,
And yet it felt so real ......... I believed even the moon would seem dim in comparison to our light, And now I'm addictive and pleasing, Pralaysed i lay!!!
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I THOUGHT I LOVED YOU .
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For a time,  i thought you belong to me only me
You were the light in my eye's,  and the superpower behind my word's
You neglected those feelings my "BELOVED"
Like hundred hand's aiming me with guns!!! That painful thought stabbed too deep

Year's have passed
Now I' build comfortable bed's for my romantic ghosts
It's meaningless now
Recalling the time... .
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I THOUGHT I LOVED YOU.
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©sahirbhat .