i walked in to a grave yard and saw a big stone cross
i got an errie feeling and my mind began to toss
the name it looked familiar the birth date was the same
my mind was playing tricks  playing its own game
i stood there for a while staring at the stone
just a single cross standing on its own
then i saw the writing as plain as it could be
the name i saw inscribed was the same as me
perhaps it was an omen of what lies ahead
the place i would be laid in my final bed

i was walking through a graveyard when i saw errie sitei saw a floating figure that was draped in whiteit was very small the same size as a childfloating there so gently  oh so meek and mildit took me to a head stone which was very oldand the person it belonged died at 6 year  oldi was very sad and the tears began to fallthe vision of the spirit i always will recall

A stinging sensation
Similar to that of a bunch ats having their way with you
A burning unscramble itch
Simlar to that of a couple bee stings
The uncontrollable feeling of anger
Like acid meet metal
Fumes and bubbles
Smoke everywhere
Ready to ignite watever comes close
This burning hot feeling
This uncontrollable yearning for something that someone has
Could it be?

An ordinary morning
Noise everywhere
Not wanting to get out of bed
An errie feeling crept up to me
Like a sense of dejavu
Telling to stay down
Dont get up
It felt like a thousand bugs
Crawling under my skin
Wat i opened my eyes to
Is this the reason why u shouldn't check your phone in the mrng?
Could this feeling be wat i think?

Wait.....it could be it
But why
I hve no reason to be
We never had anything to begin with
Then why does my heart feel like this
Like a rag doll..... bound in twine
Untill the thread is almost cutting in
Then like a yoyo
Thrown around only to come back to the thrower to be thrown again
Like a soccer ball being passed around teammates
Only for the striker to give it a more powerful kick
Every second i looked
The string got tighter
And as i closed my eyes in thought
I could taste blood in my mouth
What irony
My head laughed
But only the sound of gritting teeth could be heard
As i endured the tugs froms my hrt
Yes this was it
Its the conclusion i came to
Yes indeed
It was jealous