well ****
family gatherings aren't that fun
got yelled at right when I got to the house
talking bout little things I've done
criticizing me
when I want to be alone
and make some drawings
they complain
I'm not spending time with my family
yet everything's fine and dandy
when we all hangout in the room
listening to old songs
while they all get drunk
I hate holidays
I stopped feeling joy when they come around
same with other things I used to love
I'm so tired
idk how to title things...